Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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等待. 期望 at 1:11 AM

这几天， 我都在为这事烦恼着
但我想， 真的是时候该放手了

说真的， 我不敢去等待
因为每一次都换来失落
可是我从来都不学乖
每当我决定放弃你时，你就会有所举动
这让我以为我们或许真的有可能
但我越是期待，越是绝望

这一次， 我决定彻底的放弃
我要学乖了
我不会去等待，也不会有什么期望
我要让自己休息

你只是一场美丽的梦
我相信以你的样貌和性格，一定会有一个跟你批配的人
我会永远祝福你，希望你永远幸福
再见。=)

我知道我很快就会没事，因为这已经不是第一次了
现在专心努力工作最重要
我要赚很多很多钱，所以不会有也没时间谈恋爱


hehheh at 10:55 PM

heh..

night shift over.
tired as usual.

meetup with Hazel and Xinyi is dope.
=)

alrights..


as usual at 5:18 PM

heh..

Mayday concert on last Saturday.
i really enjoyed myself, although i expected more.

Jee's 22th Birthday yesterday.
i saw the bond between brothers.

day off today.
i'm left alone at home, waiting for text reply.

fell sick again.
why not let me have some major illness and rest forever.

it's ok, next time
i've been saying that to myself.
so how many 'next time' do i exactly have.

alrights..


more concerts please! at 12:15 PM

hmm..








pissed. at 9:04 PM

oh well..

i will give up on R cos i know i have too.
when May comes, that will be the time that i slowly forgets about him.
but i need the time, it's not like as though it's an offence to like someone.
when i said his name or mentioned it randomly, people treated me as crazy or stupid or give the 'WTH' look.
this lead me to think that i have no right to like someone randomly, as though i must like people in my circle only.
i just hate all the comments given.
yes i may look stupid, but hey, that's a woman in love ok.
everybody expressed it differently when it comes to love, especially woman.
i know i gave a very stupid look whenever people mentioned about him, but please be reminded you might have this look too.
i do not dare to express my feelings now, fearing that people will think that i'm abnormal again.
i felt discouraged.
yes i know there's no single chance of us being together.
but people dont need to say till nobody will like me.
yes that's what i think!
and you guys will never know how envy i was when everybody is so blissful.
then i want to find a partner too, but often people thinks that i'm crazy.

i guessed next time when i found a partner, i'm not going to say it out.
or perhaps i should stayed on to the belief that i had few years back.
nobody is supporting anyway.


bad pms at 6:24 PM

well..

night shift's over.
and i had really enough of it!

having a very bad PMS.
stop saying all the words.
i may look like a fool.
and you guys will never understand me.

ok no mood to upload TW's photos.


F everybody's L lah. at 11:25 PM

well..

ok i just want to whine.

i believe everybody hope that they could have more than 24hrs in a day to do stuffs other then work.
but come to think of it, if we really have more than 24hrs a day, we will use that time to work even more.
that's adults.
i always hope that i have more time to meet up with everybody but people will rather rest than meeting up.
that's adults.
i met up with friends recently and i got shocked by myself.
we can talked almost everything in the world last time but now, we are left with nothing to chat about which is worse than strangers.
no wonder i heard from my colleagues that as you get older, you will have lesser or even no friends.
that's really true cos all spent their time working or with their partners!
i'm really sad that i'm part of this adults' world.

i just got so irritated when everybody started asking 'when can all of us meet?'
i should be asking whether you guys want to meet or not really.
i should get a boyfriend soon, then i can have excuses to say that 'oh sorry, no time'

FML.


back! at 11:02 PM

woohoo!

i'm back in one piece!
ok will not really blog manymany cos it's about the same as the Aug'09 trip.

anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARMEN!

alrights..