Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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should i cry or smile? at 10:37 PM

today went school for chem and bio practical..well..today the last lesson..so just go lor...but den also because got prelim practical exam...i recently den noe eh..omG..but den i nv go bio...that ratnam only give test and test...nv teach us how to do practical..so why i go...stupid..hmm...finally take pic with him le...haha...stand quite close eh..but no feelings...-_-" hope the photo turns out nice lor..haiz...today go take pic with esther from my tuition 1...we become sisters le..i her elder sister..lolz...just because i am 26 days older den her..and i look like her...lolz...hmm..today like nth to write eh..haiz...so bored...preparing for exam..but i still dunno about math..ahh...die le.... "(

[today my renfu birthday...haha...muacks...^o^]

-不懂怎么表现温柔的我们 还以为殉情只是古老的传言-



prelim coming le...and my art too....^o^ at 9:12 PM

hmm...i think i never update my blog for 11 days...why leh...cos mi need prepare my prelim...den need do my art...den also my brother using com almost whole day...so how am i supposed to use... :- so wat has happened during these 11 days...eh...got farewell party and pop for mi...lolz...is for all sec 4 lah..haha..finally pass out le..but do u think i will dun care..hiak hiak..i will come back and torture them...btw..mi wan be a VI...so i will come back to my own sch...not to torture my juniors...but to torture my YO also...haha...keke..oh ya...he nv come on that day..he supposed to de lor..to take photo again..but dunno wat happen he nv come...nvm...i dun care le..now mah...onli waiting for sept holidays...to study for my prelim...to come for art...and to just shop for 1 day...i reali need shopping le...so sianz nowadays...wake up in the morning at 6.30am..go sch...study...after sch stay for art...go hm around 5pm...bath..rest..fa dai..den start with my revision..ahh..felt so stress le...i realise that i dun understand all the subject i having..haiz...now i going to study and study..going to get a good results..or i canot forgive myself...argh...oh ya..recently ar...my fren say mi and the darren lau compatible...omG...how can be..we bickers alot ar..can say everyday..lolz..so pls fren..dun say le... ;~]

[mi take back my chinese 'o' level results le...got a B3...den distinction...haha...i was so happy that day that i cried with xinyi...we both nv expect this surpise...so mi not retaking again as this is my standard le..so can concentrate more.... *winkz*]

闭上眼睛 忍住泪 别哭泣。。。
[sNeaky fOrever ^o^]




wo men dou hui cuo ma? at 12:19 AM

hmm...today mah...go sch for science practical...haiz...only go for chem but not bio..the ratnam at there say us again..i dun care...thought today got fireworks...but den in the end go eat steamboat...stupid ar..lolz...but is fun lah..but i am so full...omG..haiz...he is in school today..say wan teach us but never eh..haiz...tuesday den teach..i was listening to wilber wo men dou hui cuo...haiz..when i listen i was like imaging he singing this song for mi...dunno why...think he look like wilber..lolz..mi idiot lah...think too much le..haiz...so sad...



haiz...today is black friday... at 9:41 PM

hmm..today mah...is black friday..i noe that i sure got alot of problem..haiz...its real..today mah..in school is nothing lah..but at outside got lor..that one i dun say..cos is not my problem...den..it come to my problem..mi rochelle beatrice hui ling go to darren tng house study...den at there met a korean boy..we learn some korean words and make fun of rochelle...den ar..she very angry..omg...we three had done something wrong..she very angry le...reali eh...she just went home..haiz..today felt so moody...ahh...haiz...sorry lah..felt so wrong..mi aso like that one..canot let others say mi..but mi myslf go say others...i felt so guilty..haiz..reali hope that she will forgive us...haiz..now another problem..he..come back from the camp...think he sleep all day..i msg him 1st time...den he never reply mi!!ahh..i am so sad...he reply to tianlee not mi...but of course i did not mind..i just so sad that he dun bother to reply mi...haiz..nvm...this is fate..hope that tml i see him i will be happy... :)



no mood le lah...(*_*) at 5:28 PM

today actually go play pool one...mi not interested in playing..but coz of hx..i just go lor..wah..thought today at least make my mood better..that idiot say something about mi and i reali very angry and reali no more mood...so wat my skin is dark..u still cant call mi indian rite...den if people say u monster becoz of ur big head will u be happy..dun tell mi u will be happy and dun care...i wont believe de lor...wat " i wont say again next time"..like real...from then i had nv believe one word from u...human beings got feelings de lor...keep saying like a joke...go die lah...or u not human lor..i only can say like that...waste my time...nvm..after coming back for 1 hour...i am out again...go compass point and bought some accessiories...haha...so happy..haiz..he now at camp....nxt sat can see him...but will he keep his promise...i doubt lor...sorry lah..i think he is this kind of person..after sleeping for so long hours...i think i not so moody le..but i have sweared not to eat dinner until this matter is solve..lolz...another reason is that i going on diet...haha...can we reali be fren..so wat we took photo...i nv even sms him..even i sms...wat can we tok...haiz...but den ar..the photo look quite nice lah...but i still not happy...i wan tok wif him..ahh..why others can sms and tok so freely..i cant...i reali cant...nvm...maybe this is wat i am...(*_*)

[frens are people which can be with u even other things has happen...but have i met this people??]



i am in depression again!! at 10:04 PM

back in depression again..saw him today at school...he still so shuai...but does he noe??it happen again...finally that thing ends...but he come into my life..and start everything again..i dun dare to say hi to him...dun dare..reali dun dare...the only thing i can do is to look at him at a far distance...haiz...very tired..nvm...after that day i wouldnt meet him again..den i can forget him le..but can i do it??i have doubted myself...now i only wan to sleep and forget everything...i dun even have the appetite to eat..why...this is very serious...last time i was not like this..die...i reali so like him ar...canot believe...haiz..who can save mi...the thing i wan to do is to just talk wif him!!or even sms...*wat if i tell u i am interested in u...wat will u do...can we be good fren??*

*sneaky gals...love u all..*
他还不懂 还是不懂 离开是想要被挽留



ahh...again a problem... at 9:23 PM

today got national day parade rehearsal...quite real lah..wear half u..he is there again...so shuai..but he today dun care about us...nvm..dun care...think i only treat him as a replacement of jay...hmm...so sian...going to noe my chinese results...ahh..think i will retake again lor..so sad..haiz..today got pe..ahh...my basketball skills is getting worst...cant even score one ball...muz practise more le..eh..actually mi wish to be fren with him..but i dunno how to do..scare of been reject again..think he is the type who look for pretty gals...well..mi not..mi is ugly one..very...hope can lor...keke...will come and update more...



hmm...peaceful again.. at 9:50 PM

1 week never update my blog le...cos my brother lah..at home keep playing online game..mi still dreaming the he can play wif renfu one day...keke..this week mah..nth special...just go sch den come back..oh ya..have national day parade rehearsal...wah..see the somebody again...very shuai..lolz..hmm...mi the flag bearer...but i taking out the state flag wif other 5 member from uniform groups...wah..so honoured..lolz..just went out wif my mom yesterday..bought a snoopy shirt...$8 only mah..so buy lor..haha..so cute...think that all bah..finally get out from my depression..lolz..think i nxt week den can update my blog...so come back in a week to look for update bah...")

-S.N.E.A.K.Y G.A.L.S F.O.R.E.V.E.R.-
[going to have sneaky gals website le...and aso friendster...]