Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
=)





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isolation. at 5:08 PM

oh well..

i dont know how i got the flu virus, so as a staff of TTSH, i have to go to this area to test for H1N1.
and seriously, the nasal and throat swab is damn painful!
very much wasted as today is my sleeping day and day off tml, no more 2 days MC.
but the good thing is i got a free ride home.
HEH.

am isolating myself right now, people have to buy food for me.
how sad could that be!

and past 2 nights were atrocious.
1st night pt had fits for 1hr.
2nd night one coroners' and one fall.

ok all over, now fully resting time for me.

alrights..


=) at 1:04 AM

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说

啊好朋友啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不想让你太难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近 还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你 变成了语言
甚麽会多一些 甚麽会少一些

就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果会发生甚麽 也是我想太多

啊好朋友就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏著难过

我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近 还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你 变成了利剑
甚麽会被消灭 甚麽才会复原

那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋

i guess that's the best for now.
=)

on night shift now.

alrights..


double o! at 11:18 AM








museum therapy 2 at 11:45 PM








ACM, i'm coming! at 12:20 PM

heh..

basically it's only work and work and work.
finally a day off today.
i've been like a ball, rolling to different team everybody.

ok getting ready for the next museum, ACM!

=)

alrights..


elsusasumeizhenxiangsudongpoROU! at 9:32 PM

updates on Elsusa's birthday.





bored at 4:14 PM

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴

终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 不为你活的呼吸
为自己而呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心

噢噢 明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运

不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的心情
虽然心还疼痛地
回忆最初的场景

一开始你 就准备好
最后一集 你抽身的干净
成全了你 也就是我成全自己
最后最美的期许

那天你眼神泄漏孩子气
我偷偷下定给你幸福的决定
那开场白说得越真越壮丽
那最终话就是遗憾的天地

不该继续叹息
再次深深呼吸为自己呼吸
为自己而心跳
为自己而快乐和伤心

明天会有新的剧情
会有人更爱我
会有不再委屈的命运

不再改变那些为你改变的个性
不再忍耐那些长久忍耐的耳语
虽然心还疼痛地
感谢名单还有你

终于太阳 还是升起
蒸发昨夜 为你落的泪滴

终于自己 能为自己
呼吸一口 我不为你活的呼吸
最终话的最终场景

女孩眼中他的背影

i'm very bored and i dont know where to go!

akdfjhkzvhdzivjjhghrgohahgaosghnvaohgghhnodnb

argh.


=) at 4:16 PM

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO ELSUSA SU MEI ZHEN XIANG SU DONG PO ROU.

=)


going off. at 12:13 PM

i hope everyone will be a happy ones.
i hope everyone can clear off their troubles.

i hope everyone will remember what i said.
i hope everyone will take my word seriously.

lastly,
i hope everyone will remember me.
=)


hangover at 8:44 PM

很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
让你我 还能多相处几分钟
人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
一刻不放松 不放松

忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
你给的幸福 在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着 能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受 不怕失落
关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
提醒我 想你的时间不够用
为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
是你改变我 你改变我 忍不住

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

suddenly this song appeared in mind.
probably because Jang Hyuk appeared in the MV.
enjoy. HAHA

anyway one month's schedule out.

today i had my 1st mid shift.
totally sucks.

and seems like my hangover had not recovered.

alrights..


phuture! at 11:28 PM

woohoo..




museum therapy at 8:30 PM

well well well..



i cant believe just a visit to Peranakan can make me addicted to visiting all museums asap.
i finally found what i enjoyed doing the most.
not saying hanging out with Dearies, Judokas, SGS peeps, family, colleagues and JEGD is not fun.
i'm talking about me-time over here.
the only time i spend with myself, learning all the cultures and history, other then surfing net and watching online.

it makes me go high whenever i think of it.
and i couldnt stop now!

it's kind of therapy for me not to have that 'thought' lingering around my mind everyday.
and seldom you will see i laughed so much even in the ward.

ok so i didnt went to ACM today as it's extended, so i can find a day off and explore the whole of it.
went home without meeting Elsa and Tang as i'm not feeling well.
must be the weather, insomnia and empty stomach.

i have to stop here if not i'll continues ratter about museums.
WAHAHAHAHAHA.

alrights..


ACM. at 12:20 AM

hoho..

i want to go Asian Civilisation Museum tml for the Kangxi's treasures!
but i'm going alone.

alrights..


peaceful. at 11:22 PM

hmm..

to tang house before my night and chatted.

past nights were peaceful one.

and to Peranakan Museum on sleeping day.

=)

waiting for photos.

alrights..


no energy at 11:29 PM

well..

as usual, work today totally sucks to the core.
i've been getting all the stupid faults and have to answer for it in the end.
i'm tired of getting so angry and depressed everyday.

i am not happy.
i dont wish to worry about work and life anymore.
i want to stop here.
asap.


june june june. at 9:02 PM

hmm..
1st day of June.

gym with Huixian.
to Hazel's house to do things.
stayed at home and nua.

am chatting with Tang right now.
and August is just 2months away.
WOOHOO.

another day off tml.

alrights..