Strumming Some Heartstrings Friday, February 29, 2008
29feb. at 10:09 PMyo.. today is 29th Febuary. The Leap Year. Wednesday. to Zouk with NR and Guo Yang's friends. today. went out with NR and bought another slippers again. lazy to upload photos. Tomorrow. my name is kang kong. =p alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, February 26, 2008
contradiction at 1:22 PMwell.. i've mentioned that i want to stay at home for the whole of this week. i've started to get afraid of crowds now. i dont like to mingle around anymore. i like the feeling of being alone. i dont want to see how people looked at me. i dont want to know what people thought of me. but at the same time, i'm afraid of the feeling of being lonely. i will get upset whenever friends are going out with other friends. i always have a feeling that they're going to leave me soon. i'm so fucking contradicting. i'm so selfish. i'm nobody. SECURITY. that's what i want and need since young. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, February 25, 2008
Elyn YLP at 1:54 PMi'm going to say a story. I can still remember the day when she 1st stepped into St Andrew's ward. It was of course a dreadful morning shift for me. I showed her the way to out lockers and want her to sit down for report. There she is, giving me that irritating face. However, I was with that face too. Luckily, we were in different shift. We dont talk to each other as we both knew that we hate each other. She even complained to others how hateful am I.[i only knew it when she told me] I complained about her too of course but I never care much. Then PRCP started. I knew Luther will be with me and so I heaped a sigh of relief as I dont know anybody there. She walked in and we greeted each other. We chatted and joked around, but there's still a barrier between us. She went back to St Andrew for replacement for the next 8 days. She came back. I welcome her as thought we were good friends already. I tell her all the rules, warned her about the staffs and orientate her the ward routine. We started hanging out together and even went out after shift ends. She will never fail to put a smile on me whenever I felt bored in ward. She will change her shift to be the same as mine so we can go to break together. She will entertain me by faking dead when i shot her. She will psyco me to eat donuts and we get fat together. She will come and give me surprise whenever i'm concentrating on my report. She will tell jokes and i'll laughed till there's no tomorrow. She will comfort me when i'm been scolded by sister or lecturer. She's willing to wait for me till i earned enough money to study degree together. She will call me out and want me to know friends. She even say she will help me to do a complete makeover. She did collages with me and her photos. We chatted on almost everything. From people to clothes to relationship and even food. We called each other NR. We invented our languages, DSL and DDSSL. We go mad together at Orchard Road. We singed and laughed at each others. We go to exercise together, and swear to lose weight. We encourage each other not to eat so much. We will chat on MSN, and say stupid things. We shared the same interest. Even though we dont meet everyday, I'm sure we think of each other. and She's Elyn YLP. My bestest NR. My soul mate. My BFF. I know that if i lose her as a friend, I'll die. -------- i've decided to stay at home this week to tidy out my messed emotions. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, February 24, 2008
L change the world at 11:15 PMoh yes.. how could i forget, the pink ANGEL CREPE van where you can make crepes while u travel and at the same time computers are hidden inside too. the expression L had when the little girl suddenly lie on his shoulders. the way he tried to stand up straight instead of hunching his back. where he gave a stew full of candies to the children. GOODNESS. I'M GOING TO WATCH IT AGAIN! =) alrights. xoxo, you know you love me near at 4:32 PM "i shall name you 'Near', you will be NEAR when people needs help." i finally finished watching One Million Star. everything is so touching. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me xinyi's 20th at 3:23 PM yo.. celebrated Xinyi's 20th birthday yesterday..apparently no one was free..so there's only me and her. =( went to Ma-Maison for dinner. gave her a cheese stick as she say she had no cake. walked around to pass time faster as we book the karaoke room at 11pm. decided to watch L change the world to pass time even faster. Kenichi is still so cute. and the difference is he went out to the streets, unlike last time where he only faced all the comp. and his actions, oh my. that little girl is very lucky ok. i'll buy the DVD when it's out, then i'll have complete collection! =) so sang till 5.30am, waited bus for 30mins, reached home at 7am. sidetrack. now NR always meet that GUY. sian. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, February 22, 2008
one million star. at 10:44 PMgoodness. i cried when Yang Zhong Wei had to leave the competition as he's not honest with his age. and Peter Pan really did a very good job when he sang 'Li Ren' with Lin Zhi Xuan. the 1st season really leave impact man. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me random at 5:10 PM hoho. my face is full of pimples now. lips' going to break open. ARGH. right hand still not regaining it's strength. that bruise is still not resolving. ARGH. been watching 1st season of One Million Star. Yang Zhong Wei's singing can really make me cry like hell. Lin You Jia's singing style is really fabulous. Zhou Ding Wei really shine when he dances. and the others, like Peter Pan, Liu Ming Feng and Lu Xue Rui, erm so-so lah. ok back to watching. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, February 21, 2008
change style! at 11:19 AMyea.. i'm very lazy nowadays.i'll just summarise everything. k-dinner with the nurses. Sentosa with Elyn and Bevan on Tuesday.Guo Yang came later. i'm very scared of sun.seriously.and i forgot to bring TOO MANY things. day out with Elyn yesterday for interview. the interview is horrendous.we left as all are ah bengs who talked to us as tho they want to hack us.goodness. bought myself a sunglasses..wasted like a hour to choose between 2 perfectly gorgeous sunglasses.finally chose one.and i have to change my style of wearing from now onwards. so dear Elyn will help me with that. HOHO. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, February 18, 2008
BEES trying to invade my bedroom's toilet! at 6:02 PMgoodness. yesterday night, i dreamt about a BEE whom wanted to sting me. so i begged IT not to and ask IT to kill all the mosquitos. IT did but IT refused to leave and stay on my hand. we still did research on how many BEES will come during this certain timing. then i woke up, and i heard all the BEES sound. thought that was my clock's ticking, i heck and went out. then i came back, saw this dying BEE which means they already stung someone. i'm horrified, and also to find that my master bedroom's toilet's pipe is full of BEES. i closed all my windows. argh. called my aunt, NR, and my mother. my mother called my cousin, grandfather and my aunt. they asked me to call the town council. and i'm so annoyed as they think the BEES are dead. then my grandfather came and accompany me. and the pest control people finally came. so they said that they are finding a place to build their hives. IRRITATING lah. they killed all. they say they are honey BEES and wont sting people. but i'm still scared lah. i might need to call them back again as i still see some flying around, trying to get in. [they pasted newspaper to prevent it from coming in.] my grandfather said it means money is rolling in. my brother say i should take a photo of it. dsl. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, February 16, 2008
eeeeeeeeeeeeemmmmmmmmmmmmmmooooooooo at 6:58 PMyea.. i'm feeling kind of e m o now. stay at home all day is not doing any good to me. and i really need more papers with Yusof Ishak's face printed on. =( alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, February 15, 2008
i hate needles! at 11:36 PMdiao. went for pre-employment checkup with Eileen. like finally. what i fret most was the withdrawing of blood. and now that site is swollen and painful. my right hand become disabled. ARGH. kbox with 10D cliques and Elyn. i still want to emphasise, I HATE NEEDLES! =X alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, February 14, 2008
fuck valentine's day at 5:44 PMwell.. so today is 14Feb2008, Valentine's Day. irritating. i dont like this day. i tried very hard to tell myself today's like any other day. but people keep reminding me of today by sending Happy Valentine's Day wishes. ARGH. i'm not blaming people. i'm blaming myself. for being so E M O. i need to stop. after few more hours, this day will come to an end. but please be quick! sidetrack. NR sent me this in the morning. oh my.this really cheers me up a little. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, February 13, 2008
CNY photos. at 9:12 PMyea.. i've to upload some photos. the outfit i wore for CNY. and Elyn's house. with Shirley and Huiling. and her two buddy, Guo Yang and Bevan. went kbox. Shirley and Elyn are busy taking E M O photos. i just sat there, listening to people singing. guess i'm too tired. i spent this week going jogging with NR. it's fun, having someone to have a workout together. and slim down together=) oh yes..tml is Valentine's Day. i'm not supposed to be out on streets. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, February 11, 2008
tired post at 7:41 PMoh well. Chinese New Year had ended. but according to the Lunar calendar, there's still 10 days more. so i really took more ang baos on the 2nd day. played mahjong. eatEATeat. =X to Hazel's house on the 3rd day. steamboat with the cliques. then they gamble and i watched cable till late. Elyn's house on the 4th day. steamboat again~ then to kbox. i'm too lazy to post photos, next entry. alrights. xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, February 07, 2008
xin nian kuai le2008 at 7:41 PMyea.. 正月初一头一天~ Happy Lunar New Year everybody.. and i want to make some resolutions.. to make moreMOREmore money and to slim down please. i just got to know my WEIGHT last night =( heck it first. tml i'll collect more angbaos. then to Hazel's house on 3rd day. and to Elyn's house on 4th day. WOOHOO:) alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, February 06, 2008
new hair style! at 2:59 PMyo.. i said that i did something to myself yea.. TATA.. YAY.new hair colour and hairstyle.. hearts it alot=) yesterday was out with Elyn for last shopping. bought 2 dresses.. HOHO. goodness..i couldnt believe it!! there's still medical check up to be done.. scary, i'm very scared of needles.. oh btw Joey accidentally deleted all the photos taken on 1st Feb. AW. reunion dinner later as usual.. oh yes..Elyn say i look like Luther's sister. LOL random. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, February 04, 2008
overdued photos at 9:21 PMheh.. uploaded some overdued photos on 31st Jan.. half of the PRCP batch..u can imagine the other half full of these and yes there's so many people.. mel.christine.elyn.me my BESTBEST partner in ward, Elyn(: Luther and me.. student nurses from the Ward 10Delicious~ so i should really say goodbye to NYP Jane Peh and say hello to STAFF NURSE Jane Peh =D goodness everything came way too fast.. my mind is only about my salary and thinking about how to survive in the so called REAL WORLD. now my objectives will be giving TLC to my patients. and to earn money=x enough of E M O.. btw i did something to myself.. will reveal on next entry =) alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me |
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