 Friday, September 30, 2005
 mt alvernia...coming.. at 11:54 PMyo..this period is pms...so dun agitate mi...heh well..ended my polyclinic attachment today...hmm...reali learnt alot...women service...diabetic...immunisation...blah blah...overall comments is 'a shy gal' 'present immunisation talk very well' wahahahaha...so debrief...do post test..den took some photos... hmm...went to zel house yesterday...to do my project..cos my 'a' drive is spoiled...i reached at 6pm..cos i keep missing bus..argh..found out that their new comps have no 'a' drive...lolz...now den i noe lah..so i use the timedrive[or watever]...zel comp got abit of prob...so i use her sis..i mac...whoa...it's very very very nice..easy to use too...i might consider that too..heh...ate dinner there too...den work till 10pm...was rushing..cos zel look tired...n i dun wan to keep her from sleeping...heh oh ya...present my immunisation...1st man...so...heh...did well..everybody could understand mi...hohoho reali need to rest tml...den i can enjoy during sun...with idiot!! mount alvernia..i'm coming!!but i think i will kill one patient...oops.. pics will be uploaded..wait for it man... ahh...i miss idiot alot...=p xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, September 27, 2005
fhs attachments.. at 7:11 PMyo... shall talk about my attachment man..hmm...i'm e last to arrive hougang polyclinic on e 1st day..heh...cos i stay too near le..hmm...6 gals in total...i'm e youngest...duh...orientation n pre test...den to my 1st room...immunisation...heh..it's my assignment so i was observing very clearly...e nurses are good..hmm...2nd day passed le...whoa..i was in e dressing room in e morning..many wounds...many many kinds...heh..den to gallery of memories in bukit batok...'metropolitian'...lolz...learn quite alot lah...but i keep wanting to sleep... oh ya...went to sentosa last sun..thought is underwater world...but in e end is e beach...argh...i nv bring extra clothing...argh...forget it...just sun-tan n see aydeng n idiot swim...haiz...later..meet dennis den ate dinner... well..nurses met wif this kind of problems...blisters...abrasions...argh...on e leg!!it's still very pain now..aw...aw...aw...n i got sensitive skin...so my leg is damn itchy cos of e plasters...omG...n i dun wear stockings...i think it's very weird.. oh man...u noe everything now..well...i nv tell ya cos i dun wan u to feel stress...i believed that i can solve it myself...perhaps i reali think too much le...or maybe pms??lolz... i'm tired...reali tired...but i still got 2 more weeks...ahh xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, September 22, 2005
yo...MAH... at 3:19 PMyo...at zel house now...waiting for e guys...hmphz... well..talk about tues...yea..one month...so we went town...i need to search for yoga books..cos mi n my mother cant remember e steps...lolz...hmm...wore my new shoes...so blister..wat e hell...bought plaster from watsons...was deciding garfield...pooh...transparent..or sensitive...well..i used those cute plaster b4..so it's like they dun stick well...so left transparent n sensitive...heh...think transparent look better...sensitive??next time maybe..wahahaha...so we sat down at taka...n rest for a while..gave him e present...it's a....WALLET...whoa...cos i think he reali need to change it man..hohoho...he's shocked of course...n guilty...well..guys are like that...they dun give presents for e 1st month...n..he's n idiot..haiz...but i dun mind..ate yoshinoya at cine...den call zel to find them...heh...their 1st time seeing idiot..so it's like very weird...lolz..idiot appear scared...wahahaha...fort canning park after that...well..quite spooky there...weird feelings...walk n walk...to another exit...city hall...took a bus to amk..i sleep e whole journey man..too tired...been having late nites...zZz wed...i'm stuck on e sofa...watching vcds...whoa..reali enjoy lah... today...went to tour MAH..heh...it's damn far from my bus stop lah...so maybe i need to take bus at 6am??so i can reach MAH at about 6.45am...haiz..tiring..well...trying to find my ward...found..whoa...air con...big...spacious...heh heh...good environment man...good start for my attachment..but i cant find this funny block..which i need to report to on e 1st day...die lah...e MAH so big lor...after that...to zel house...yea... not seeing sinseh man..think shld be ok le...although i still feel pain when stand or sit for too long...dun care...i wan train man...hohoho... attachment coming...next week...fast seems like i nv talk about my yoga lessons...hmm...one day a week..each lesson 1hr..will have relaxing time for 5 mins...whereby u lie down...close ur eyes...n listen to e music..n u muz not think about ANYTHING...den..learn yoga moves...heh...till now i've learnt 7 steps..getting faster n quicker...thought yoga is slow?? well..think things SHOULD BE alrite...yea...should be only...i dunno...oh pals...be careful that i will just go to some roof tops one day...MAH would be nice...or swiss hotel?? today need to play n play man...heh xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, September 20, 2005
finally...our 1st month at 10:55 AMhmm... sun...just went over to my godmother house...to celebrate mid autumn festival..e moon is VERY round...lolz...do i sound like a mountain tortoise... yesterday...went to compass point wif zel..yea...bought something...well...after today i will tell wat is it...heez...i only can say...we walked e whole compass point to find a suitable present... finally...today had came...waited for so long..but..i'm scared...reali very scared...i felt that it might happen again..well...i'm reali glad that he did make effort to keep msg-ing mi...but i still have this unknown feeling...very weird...is it cos of i had no security...or i'm tired of him??nahz...definitely not e 2nd one...perhaps i think too much...he keep saying that i think too much...reali??he's hard to understand..been trying to noe his character since i noe him...i'll only noe e real ans this afternoon...and...he muz like that present man...i choose for like...4hrs??...haiz... been watching vcd till late nite...whoa..i'm tired...but i need to enjoy this week...going attachment next week...aw...aw...aw...and i forgot to tour MAH...dead cant work anymore..die..forget to write resume...argh vcd's time start...xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, September 18, 2005
another problem arise.. at 12:55 AMhaiz.. went to nuh wif ws on fri...hohoho..plan 1 start...is to bluff yz that ws couldn't come suddenly...of course...he believed...due to my wonderful actings...heh...den...next...imm..plan 2 starts..bluff n blame idiot that i failed my exams...lalalala...successful again... today...went to watch 'e longest yards' wif cousin florence...heh...free...cos her husband could not watch due to work..well...before e show was some stupid meeting...aiyo..but luckily there's free popcorn n drinks..it's worth...cos the show is very funny...about these police officers n convicts playing american football match...hmm...good show...after that...cafe cartel..whoa..i am damn full lor...but the meal is nice..heh...den shopping starts!!saw a funny shoes at 1st..but went to u.r.s later...n i found 2 better shoes...hohoho...n buy 3 shoes...get 20% discount..omG...so cousin bought 1...lalala...she bought another one at C & K..yea man..den went to find my mother...eat yogurt ice cream...cool...den shop again..at wisma...bought a top...yea...i BOUGHT...or mother will keep saying..heh..cousin bought a top too...so in e end..we had e things we wan...=D well...feeling lesser n lesser security these few days...i cant endure le...reali feel like jumping down from...72 storey??i'm tired le...i canot think anymore le...but...i cant tell him..i dun wan..he CANOT noe this...or he will be stress...canot...i muz not let him stress about this kind of things...he need to study...he need to pass well...i'm sure i can solve this problem myself...yea maybe... i will stay alive...at least to see him happy... pls...somebody to talk to mi pls...i need to say out everything...it's reali hard to stuff everything n pretend nth had happen... xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, September 15, 2005
sianz...sIanz...siAnz...siaNz...sianZ...SIANZ at 11:17 AMyoyo.. hmm...talked about e lantern day on tues...well...went to zel house at 5 something...den slack n slack till 7 something..whoa...we reached j8 at 8.30pm..oops..late for 1 hr..heh...while waiting for e bus..i asked..'where to buy lantern ar??' zel replied...'ya hor...oops..'den she asked wy...'how ar'...wy replied..'see lah...think they will sell'...ok...on e bus...they suggested to watch movie...-_-"ok...i said..'now got wat show to watch??'...den gavin replied.."sa eh hou lang'..lolz...we were like...'oh yea..good...okok..'lolz..to e peeps who dunno wat's that..it's e singapore show jack neo filmed...that show was damn good lah...can laugh till e show ends...haha..show end at 12am..den walked to serangoon...to eat e maggi goreng..hmm...quite nice..heh...but during e journey...oh man...saw something...haiz..make mi freak out le lah..so after eating..gavin n zel accompany mi home..if my bro still playing wif his comp..they no need to stay wif mi...but..my bro sleep already...wat e hell..so they watched soccer..n i bath...blah blah...we talked till 6am...den they went home cos my mother wake up..heh...thanks man...reali love ya..hohoho... wed...met idiot...in sch...whoa..had to travel to sch again..lolz..went town to slacked..cos i love walking so much..den i saw a tv which says 'lantern safari at chinese garden'..hehe...den this idea crossed my mind..den of course...we went there...reached e entrance...wat e hell...need tickets de lah...argh...so we take train to boon lay...n eat..my 1st meal...wahahaha..muz understand k...woke up at 1pm..dream n slacked...so i forgot there's a thing called food...hohoho... hmm...my leg's getting better...will upload e 'before' n 'after' photos..lolz..den i can go to work le!! oh ya..got back my results..1d+...1c+...5b...whoa...unexpected lah...those i expected to get an 'a' but i got a d or c...i think it's my ica which caused this...those i expected to get fail...heh...'b' man...wahahaha...but my point average only 2.578...so less...haiz...need to register for elective on 16oct 12am..heh...i'm kiasu...cos i wan 'intro to life sci'...heh...althought sci had been a sucks subject for mi...i still insist to get good results..maybe it's e teacher who influenced mi last time..heh..finally..i saw i've been registered for 2ND SEMESTER...lolz..blessed mi man...i muz get e sponsorship...wif my present results... hp bill come..idiot lah...m1 cheater...$60 over...wat e hell...n my phone...had to charged after one day n a few hrs...whoa...did i used that much?? need to learn how to write resume...cos i'm seeking for jobs...haiz...troublesome..idiot..argh... now everything is alrite now..=) xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, September 13, 2005
1 week events.. at 9:05 AMyea...updates here...heh recently busy...with sleeping??wahahaha... hmm...talked about last wed...got my bags...heh...love e adidas bag man..went to c training in e evening...before that was seeing this idiot teacher wif grace...to take our learning guide...keep talking about our attire..behaviour...blah blah...i think their behaviour is worse than us...1st...she say to come at 5.30pm..we came...sharp...den she say..oh u should come at the designated time...or u will disturb my work...shit her lah...maybe old liao den forget everything wat she told grace...shit her shit her...oh ya...c training...i was damn depressed as i cant train n judokas say reali muz c sinseh..n den this guy still come n depressed mi more with his words..continue later... thurs..went to take my stethoscope...heh...damn nice lor...my fav colour blue!!went to sch to find idiot after that...well...we just went to woodlands library to like study...but this lady call us to go other place...wat e hell...library is a place whereby u can sit any place as long as u dun disturb others...argh...after that send idiot home..yea man..I INSIST IT...lolz..den take bus to harbourfront..slept in bus..n den train home...heh... fri...leg getting worse...maybe it's because i nv rest my leg...n i walked 1 hour from seng kang to hougang wif bh gavin n hy..whoa...it's reali pain..it's like something blocked inside..n refrain mi from walking..argh..went to see training at 7pm...or rather wait outside the club room as i dun wan to c e training..came cos of ws...idiot sick so he went home..hmm...went to eat with judokas..oh ya...dennis came..den of course...VERY noisy..lolz.. sat...oh no...the worst day...thought only...lolz..cos i'm seeing sinseh...but in e end yz say the kovan 1 was having holiday...-_-"so have to ask aydeng about e serangoon...so idiot accompany mi...it was raining very heavy...dun feel like seeing le..but i have to lah...argh...finally found e place...cos serangoon was like my 2nd home last time..so it's quite easy..went in...den they gave this basin of 100 degress celcius of medicine...whoa...damn hot!!my leg was been covered with plastic n let it 'burn' for 20 mins...den this sinseh did something which was not painful..think he's putting my bone to e correct position again..den bandaged wif some medicine...finish..we were like..huh..where's e painful session..den they say canot..think mine's too 'damaged' le...wahahahaha...cost about $30...idiot..no more money le lah...went to j8...walk here n there..bought 2 cds...eat our curry puffs...n i suggest to changi airport...cos we reali have nth to do..yea...rot there..listen to his mp3...den aydeng called...think is their la kopi session..lolz..but i tag along..main person should be dennis...but i dunno why it become mi...hmm...weird...keep saying all those things...argh...but i used to it man...so aydeng...dun think i regret coming...heh...i wan more of this next time!!lolz...walked alot of places...ate mac...sit n slacked..bugis our last destination...went to e temple to pray at 6am..den went back home... sun...reached home at 9am...whoa...damn tired...bath..n fell asleep in less than 1 min..hahaha...woke up at 4pm...went to j8...again...wif my mother..she want to buy somethings...i was like a walking corpse lah...haiz... yeaterday...went to gym..in e afternoon..wahahaha...cos everybody was so tired..zel.wy.gavin...i cant jog...my leg was painful..so i can only brisk walk...stayed till 1.30pm...wy suggest to k-box..hiak hiak...met at 3pm again as we need to bath...oh ya...was walking home n been called by ah bengs..'hey can i have ur no..'shit u lah...i dun like this kind of things...i think this kind of guys reali sucks lor...went to jack's place..heh...drank e cream of chicken..den..singing session starts...my voice sucks...due to 'never been singing for few months syndrome'...argh...stayed till 8pm...as i have my yoga session...heh...reali enjoy being wif them... yesterday nite till today morning...was quite depressed...but in e end everything is alrite now...he finally replied...whew...going to take lantern later at nite..wif all my lovers..lolz... i'll continue e story above...why m i so depressed...cos this guy came...saw mi n say..why never train...i say knee sprain...whoa..den he smirked..just cos of sprain u dun train ar...last time i came wif bandage in e hand aso come...wat can i say..just smiled back lor...i was damn depressed le lah...yea...face turned blacked...that means i was damn angry le...not i dun wan train lor...i CANNOT lor...idiot..is he telling mi that i should like train even my leg was 'damaged'...train till my leg become so 'damaged'...n cannot even walked in e end...or amputated...do i reali have to be like that...why cant i care about my leg...reali hate that smirked face...i noe he hate mi..cos my 1st lesson wif him was like disasters...i can see..from e way he treat mi...so diff from e way he treat other juniors..well..maybe i wasn't reali well-liked in judo..people's impression was perhaps..oh she judo de ar...nv c her train b4 eh...or maybe...she reali train hards...but after 7pm she disappeared...n cry...no man...i reali need to rest outside..that is e best place...i dun expect idiot to come out..i wan him to train...or maybe...she find alot of excuses eh...dun train how to have grading...or even..she come cos of her bf lah...whoa...i cant have this mind anymore..no man...anorexia will come again...reali...believe mi...i dun wan it to happen...i will train...reali...but pls...i muz listen to my knee..it's e impt part of my leg too.. dear...dun do that again...it reali worries mi.. xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, September 07, 2005
BAGS.. at 11:06 AMyea... taking my bags later...FINALLY...lolz... interview for jobs all failed...idiot mi..oops...should be moron mi...heh going to C training later...aw...aw...aw... bless mi...i need job man..hohoho... oh ya..went to celebrate wy birhtday at zel house yesterday...fun man...walk wif bh n gavin from seng kang to my house...hohoho.. updates...tml...=) xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, September 06, 2005
journey of....my leg?? at 10:38 AMwoo-hoo...well..let mi update wat i have done for e past...3 days?? as u noe..my leg is 'damaged'..lolz...doc say SHOULD BE knee sprain..wat e hell...should be??they should at least refer mi to hospital man...to get a x-ray at least...argh...it was painful...aw...i cant even walk e normal way...so i have to limp n limp...aw...e wound was like e same size as my phone...whoa...damn big man... well after that...went to my cousin's house...to have buffet...heh...e food was e same as my grandfather's birthday..so nth special...everybody was concerning about my leg n my results...aw...i only have this 2 things to talk about?? sun came..was planning to rest my leg at home e whole day...but my small aunt called...btw...she's a nurse...oh ya...to buy my attachment...oh man...she's willing to give her precious resting time for mi...so i just went...we came to this nurse shop...they sell everything...books...clinical equipments...blah blah...i bought a stethescope ..a blue one...heh..special...n a medical dictionary...aunt say it's impt for my nursing journey...whoa..n everything she paid for mi...omG...altogether cost about $130...after that...went to have tea break...ya kun...i dun reali like kaya bread lah...but just eat..den went to tpy...for my shoes..hmm...aunt recommend mi a bata flexible..whoa...VERY flexible...went in to try...7...no 7...8..whoa..i can fit in..but i'll have abrasions at e back of my feet...den request for 9...lolz..no more 9..too bad...headed to heartland mall..yea...9..but no 8...idiot..den i just tried it..it's damn comfortable...heh...but abit loose...bought e thing which can help u fit in e shoes n aso provide comfort...forget wat's that called...yea...just right...it cost $50...n aunt paid for mi again...whoa..she paid about $180...for my attachment...heh..reali muz thank her... yea...yesterday..went to sch wif grace to collect e attachment book...we waited for this ms choo for a long time man..den this doris come n say us about our appearance...argh...idiot...decided not to wait anymore as antoinette say she'll back at 2pm..wat!!both of us have date lah..lolz..so grace leave a msg for her...oh ya..my date was actually wan shi...haha...we wan to find jobs...yea...walk e whole orchard...n found this cafe at far east....filled in e application...n they say contact us today..hmm...so i'm waiting for e call...if no news..i'll call my cousin's shop...finally saw rae...haha...went to bugis to give back her vcd...owe her for 6 months??lolz..den went back to sch..bought 1/2 spring chicken rice..ws bought spring chicken...everybody was like looking at us...haha...cos sch dun sell this kind of things..met up wif kenneth...yz..idiot...yz finish sch...whereas e other 2 have nite class...aw...went to club room...idiot help to rub my leg...ahh...it's damn painful...i keep beating him lah...lolz... oh ya..yoga lesson..lolz...quite relaxing..but my leg keep giving mi problems lah..argh.. haiz...need to stop judo for this week...I AM SO SAD!!!  yea peeps...this is my attachment shoes...it's like normal nurse shoes...wif e front as square shaped...heh.. u muz remember e promise u gave..if not i'll kill uxoxo, you know you love me Saturday, September 03, 2005
mateh!! my leg!! at 9:25 AMhohoho... training yesterday...whoa...manage to learn few things...but sorry man...i'm on medication...so i see everything as a whirl...aw...n yea...asthma attack again...idiot...i dun have e INHALER!!back to e training...i let kenneth throw mi...but in e end aydeng threw mi..whoa...e 1st throw i was shocked..yea...i nv had this feeling b4...weird...den few more throws...den the killer throw came...forget wat is it...my left sole hit my right knee when i fall...whoa...PAIN...at 1st i dun mind yea..thought it was just minor bruise..but after training...i felt pain as i walk...die...but i just continue lor....not so pain ma...but when i got home...i cant even stand up..wat e hell...think i hurt my ligament...haiz...dun feel like seeing doc today...=( oh ya...been hearing sex jokes this few days..lolz...i dunno why i could understand it man...i laugh like hell...hohoho..think idiot n others dun expect that...well aydeng..u can tell mi more de...i dun think ah tan will mind lah...=p went to eat mac after training...aydeng keep asking mi to choose between renfu n idiot by usin some senerio..omG...it's hard to choose lah...but if idiot is wif mi...of course i'll go wif him lah...i only chase renfu wif my frens...yea...renfu is my idol...idiot is my dear now...hohoho yo zel...sorry yea...yesterday i nv come again..u muz understand mi...my leg is very pain... muz train for my breakfalls well...i dun wan injuries...aw...aw...aw... hmm...think i shall put away my anorexia mind...i shall eat as normal...n EXERCISE like hell...hiak hiak...think idiot will approve this...heez... think i'll call my cousin tml for e job...cant drag anymore... believe mi yea...i'll luv ya forever... xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, September 01, 2005
no sick again at 9:48 AMheh.. went back to sgs yesterday...whoa...all e teacher still remember mi...lolz...maybe i'm their top student in class...or maybe i'm too talkative le...hohoho...very sick yesterday...flu n cough...wan to train but in e end i cant...i'm very cold!! going to sakae later...heh...i'm going to eat!!! finally getting better...all thanks to my miracle pills...lolz...i always depend on it whenever i got flu...=) oh ya...i been attached to hougang polyclinic for that 1 week...expected de lah...hohoho...n it's just walking distance...hahaha...so peeps...come n look for mi yea...at least u can find mi easily den e MAH... whoa...sept le...thurs le...few more days to job hunting..sianz... xoxo, you know you love me |
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