Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
=)





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depleted. at 10:50 AM

oops..

sorry for not updating for so long.
i was just too tired over working life.
it's getting more and more out of hand recently.
sometimes i cant remember anything about the skills,
unlike last time, i'm so competent.

felt like a failure this week.
like some walking zombie.

this whole week was just spending time with the green scrubs,
finishing my checklist.
and this leads me to ask myself,
'Why do they come and find me ONLY and not others?'

anyway, met up with Tang on Tuesday for our Facial.
WOO~
it's VERY relaxing. haha.

yesterday was my day off.
went back to SGS with Gavin, Jee and Huixian.
not many teachers around.



went back home at 1plus and off to piano lesson.
back at 4plus and got ready to meet Wanshi, Xinyi and Kaiyun.



dinner at Ding Tai Feng and embrassing things happened.
to Alleybar and had a short chat.



meeting honey Jessica later.
to Comex IT fair.
then off to my first night today.
=/

Catherine Hu You Qin, i have not finished my story that day as u saw i was attending to pt halfway. you will understand and not get jealous after this story. dont worry lah, my heart is still with that level 3. LOL=D

Elyn Yap Lay Ping, we have to meet up regularly from now on. honestly speaking, i felt something missing when we recently met up. =)

Elsa Su Mei Zhen and Carmen Goh Kah Men, dont forget that we are meeting up tml morning for our breakfast! woo work hard for our night!=)

Hazel Lim Yan Chin and Lum Yarn Ee, WE HAVE TO MEET UP!!=DDDD

oh yes, on a random note.
Thursday, 28 August was Renfu's 28th Birthday!
i remember how crazy i was over him during Secondary school days.
=)

i guess i wont update for the next few days as i'll be spending time sleeping.
heh

alrights..


i suppose sunshine is here now. at 1:14 PM

well..

finally that week of toment is gone.
i have to be like a grown-up already.
no more shedding tears.
=)

met up with Catherine and Elsa on Wednesday night.
all of us met with the same problem.

Elyn the NR came up to ward on Friday.
that's a surprise for me.
took train to and fro and finally decided to settle down at Prata House at Thomson Road.

met up with Elyn the NR yesterday.
kbox session.





i'm obsessed with that candy.
=D



i have to go back to work tml.
then my night will start.
with mama Fatima and Huiling.
WOO~

facial session with Jessica & Tang on Tuesday.
meeting up with Judy on Thursday.
towning with Wanshi on Friday.

alrights..


unreasonable. at 11:38 PM

what do they want from a 4months old employee?
or rather,
what do they want from a 20years old girl?

this world is really cruel.
everybody think of themselves only.
all the care and concern are pretense.

it's a rare scene that you see me crying.
yes, i've been crying everyday since last week.


it's all about work only~ at 8:35 PM

hmm.

next 2weeks schedule.

mon[18/8] - PM
tue[19/8] - AM
wed[20/8] - AM
thu[21/8] - PM
fri[22/8] - PM
sat[23/8] - PH(9/8)
sun[24/8] - DO

mon[25/8] - PM
tue[26/8] - AM
wed[27/8] - PM
thu[28/8] - AM
fri[29/8] - DO
sat[30/8] - ND
sun[31/8] - ND

then i can predict....

mon[1/9] - ND
tue[2/9] - SD
wed[3/9] - DO
thu[4/9] - PM

but i cant really guess fri to sun's shift.
it's so unpredictable.

alrights..


sunshine will come after tornado. at 11:33 PM

hmm..

i'm sorry if previous post had scared some people out there.
i'm just too stressed over next week's JCI audit.
imagine big cap keep asking you questions everyday,
and anorexic bee give truckloads of protocol.

thank God i have my mama Fatima, Xinying, Huiling and Liqing.
not to forget other staffs who consoled me when i cried really bad on one of the days.

oh yes.
this is to my NR, Elyn.
i felt abit uneasy when i see you having fun with your friends,
but hey, i had my own social circle too.
anyway i hope you think of me sometimes like how i did whenever i'm alone.
the fun times we had over that 2 months.
=)

and to Catherine and Elsa.
i guess the three of us will be damn busy next week.
meet up for dinner if possible and complain like we dont have tml.
=)

not to forget Hazel and Xinyi.
meetup for dinner and kbox please!
i'm very sure we have loads to share.
=)

lastly, Jessica, Tang, Carmen, Edelynn.
we shall meetup one day and pour out our sorrows.
=)

alrights..


STOP! at 10:58 PM

how many times must i cry?
in ward, at home, in train, on bus, while walking or even when sleeping.

everything come to an end, PLEASE.


happy national day. at 11:23 AM

HAPPY 43TH NATIONAL DAY!
=)



too bad i need to work PM today.
and i have to miss my family gathering over at my Grandfather's house!

dear Catherine will be working PM too.

alrights..


new hairstyle=) at 8:15 PM

heh..



totally changed my hairstyle.
from ah lian's blonde plus red coloured hair with crazy haircut,
to defined dark copper red coloured hair with girl-girl haircut.

ok crap.
why am i saying all these.

just want to say that,
i'm probably immune now.

anyway met up with Xinyi yesterday.
like finally!
had my change before that.
ok i should stop saying about that change.



had Ding Tai Fung for dinner.
Xinyi's treat. =D


must try this new xiaolongbao!
best!


walked around and bought things as usual.
left at 10pm.

so Hazel, faster meet us!
Xinyi and me had not given you a treat yet!

AM shift today.
my legs seems to be running away from me!
to town with Farah and walked around.

Singapore's 43th Birthday tml.
and i'm working PM shift!
how sad could that be.
but i heard i can watch fireworks from my wards.
that really console me a little.

oh yes. next week's schedule.
11/8[mon] - PM
12/8[tue] - AM
13/8[wed] - AM
14/8[thu] - DO
15/8[fri] - PM
16/8[sat] - AM
17/8[sun] - AM

alrights..


dinner with girls. at 11:43 PM

hmm..

AED course yesterday.
fun day with Elsa, Catherine and Carmen.
=)

after the theory and practical, i'm certified to use AED!

went back to ward to help around.
sent a emergency case before i left.

Tang waited for us and the four of us roamed around while waiting for Elsa and Nicole.
camwhored in toilet.



finally they came and went to have Ichiban Sushi.
ate alot.

was really sorry to them as i suddenly felt down and gave some attitude.
photos to end before we left.



Elsa, Nicole, Catherine, Me = Level 10 nurses.
LOL



subtract me and add Tang and Carmen.



lastly the group photo.
=)

am anticipating 8th Sept as all of us including Jessica will be meeting up again!

meeting Xinyi tml.
plus haircut before meeting her.

unbearable pain.

alrights..


reminiscence & confession at 11:16 PM

well..

i still couldnt take it.
i'll brood over it when i'm alone.
i even cried in the ward today after telling my colleauges.

i know i had to let go.
but i still really treasure her lots.
i really dont know what i can do to salvage this situation.

now we dont even contact each other anymore.
we dont say out what's really on our mind unlike last time.
she is so busy till she forgot that we were going to meet on that day.
i remembered we have lots of plans to accomplish together.

yes i know this world have change.
but i believe the word 'friendship' is still there if it really exist.

just want to tell her that i still treasure her lots.
and she will be my NR forever.
=)



and not to forget Caixing, Daniel, Chengyong and Jonathan.
i'll never ever forget that 2months even though we dont contact with each other anymore.
you guys brought some colours to my life.



and lastly, my two noisy girls, Wanshi and Xinyi from NYP Judo.
even though how hard my training was, both of you made it worthwhile.



alrights..


=) at 11:41 PM

hmm..

was really down this whole day after i woke up.
and it was Jessica who brightened up my night.
=)

finally i'm able to blurt out everything to her.
and yes, i'll prevent myself from committing the same mistake over and over again.

reminiscence and confession on next post.
anyway, photos to end our meetup!





AED course tml with Elsa, Catherine and Carmen.
Tang will be with us for dinner.
=D

and i heard salon calling me again
i seriously need some haircut!

alrights..


unexpressive. at 11:51 PM

i've met with a very big problem.
and the reason for not confiding with anyone?



because i cannot find the words to say what's exactly bothering me.
i dont know how to express it out.
i dont know where to start with.



very funny hur.

next week's shift.
mon[4/8] - DO
tue[5/8] -9am to 5pm(AED course)
wed[6/8] - PM
thu[7/8] - AM
fri[8/8] - AM
sat[9/8] - PM
sun[10/8] - AM

alrights..


not a good start. at 10:05 PM

well..

1st August 2008.
First day of August.
Nurses' Day.
First day of Hungry Ghost Festival in Lunar Calendar.

it may seems to be a good start.
but things dont go well for me.

friendship.workload.superiors.family.
and the list goes on~

i dont even have the mood to celebrate Nurses' Day like every nurses in Singapore.
my mind is only about my Grandfather who is alone in hospital.
and this someone who i treasured most from PRCP times.

anyway, 10 days more to know him better.

alrights..