Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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vesak day at 9:57 AM

YES..

IT'S A PUBLIC HOLIDAY TODAY..

(:

am i thinking of somebody??hmm


gelare & hazel's day at 8:49 AM

gelare and hazel's birthday.











don't u think the cake is so princess-ly..haha

alrights..

although i don't blog about that problem.that doesn't mean i'm alright.i thought it over.my blog should be a happy one.


dead at 8:00 PM

oh wells

i really don't know what i can do..
everybody started calling me, asking what actually happened to both of us..
i can only say u have to be strong enough..
and show me that u're happier even i'm not with you..

i know i cant solve everything myself..i don't know why am i trying to make others feel that i'm so strong..
i'm vulnerable..very vulnerable..yet when i tried telling others my problem..they don't understand..
i couldn't take it anymore..

i hate myself for contradicting.

and i guessed retribution is on its way now

*

hazel's celebration yesterday..k-boxed till morning..gave her mrs field brownie..
went out with cousins earlier..

alrights.


gone~ at 12:54 PM

脚步重心口痛你开始泪流
太明白在未来已不能迁就
应验了一开始有人说
我们一定不会长久

泪干了各自走不会有挽留
现在就放开不会再牵的手
没有错我们并没有错
只是走不到最后

从头到尾安静地承受
分开的默契我们都有
所有的想念和问候
留作以后朋友代口

当时间缓缓流走
已不适合再开口
背影随沉默拉长
所有答案都在心上

当时间缓缓流走
会代替我们开口
寂寞再回到身旁
爱情留待别人遇上

时间会代我开口
时间会代你开口
时间会索你所有
过去现在或以后

时间会代你开口

stop asking me questions..i know what u going to ask..but this is my decision..and this problem had been troubling me..if i continue this relationship it will be unfair for you..i believe we can still be good friends.

*

still the same..i'm still feeling sad..
after i told my mother on that day..
she left this note when i was still sleeping..




i was in tears immediately..
although she dun understand what's my problem..

alright..i'll put plaster..gauze..tagaderm..jelonet..gamgee..elastoplast or whatever on my face and make sure it heal faster..but well..even normal cuts need time for tissue to granulate..not to mention my injuries..

yes..give me time..for this time the injuries is too severe

random..




'thing' at 1:52 PM

yea..

i'm not happy..seriously not happy..
cried at dojo yesterday..stared blankly at everybody..no mood to eat with them..
told the problem to my mother..cried again..
cried again when going to sleep..
perhaps only mummy knows what happen..
if u guys wan to know..call my house and ask about it..
but i doubt u guys will understand..
mummy says i'm oversensitive..
maybe i just want more of that 'thing'
i've been lacking this 'thing' since young..
now i have to face the world without this 'thing' which i needed most..
i cry whenever i think of this matter..
it really hurts me alot..

could i stop this relationship?
i don't feel the gush anymore..
just let me go..
please

i want to be single.to be alone whereever i go

btw they are different problems..


school fun at 8:36 AM

oh wells..

presentation today..

after endless projects will be exams..after endless exams will be endless attachments..after endless attachments i need to start working life..shiet man

n btw we took photos during lessons..HEH








ws & gavin's birthday at 9:14 AM

yo..

lesson finished early for the past few days..so went out to celebrate ws and gavin's birthday..



we went to billy bombers..only one photo taken on ws's day..but we surprised her with the adidas jacket she longed for..heh

more photos on gavin's birthday..we went to vil'age..



out of boredom..heh



salty



janey



jee

random photos..



with les xinyi



with joey while waiting for our assessment..

alrights..lesson's starting late and end early these few days..i can enjoy!


can i have.. at 6:28 PM

yes..

finished my assessment..got CLC..which is conscious level chart..passed..

continuing projects now..

i don't like my hair..i'm serious..it's too flat..maybe i've been conned..but impossible..ARGH

and unexpected things happen today..i will forgive of course..for u are in my 'treasured list'

can i have a PSP or Nintendo DS Lite and tamagochi..
can i have a Sony Cybershot digital camera and Sony Vaio N..
can i have a Apple Ipod Nano..

alrights


brushes?? at 8:02 PM

heh..

think blogger had somehing wrong now..hmm

btw anybody can teach me how to do a blog layout??i was browsing thru website of brushes and i really dunno what are all those things..n yes..i dunno how to use photoshop too..

pls..anybody..teach me

(:

*updated few mins later*

never study my skills again..n it's tml..omG..guess i have to spend 4 hours plus memorising all e assessment blah blah..

OH MY GOODNESS


drained out at 11:18 AM

oh man..

i was totally drained out by all e tests..my flu came back again..n it was really bad..

one more assessment on monday..den i still have to continue all my projects..

hzsuogfisdbgiusdgsduog..i starts to feel irritated by all these..

n yes..did my hair yesterday..happy happy(:

alrights..


gowning & gloving at 1:36 PM

aw..

did my gowning & gloving just now..sucks man..my hands were shaking..omG..i passed but without a smile on my face..they have different ans..argh

tried different brands of contacts..dun like the brand B&L..makes me feel sleepy..perhaps acuvue n focus might be better..

doing my hair on fri..

1 tests down..2 more to go..plus never ending projects..

jessica..pick a fri man..go VIVO!!


记得爱 (: at 9:07 PM




e-learn day(: at 9:25 AM

yea..

today is e-learn day..whereby all SHS yr 3 dun need to go to sch..but we have to study at home..DUH

alot of assignments to hand in..alot of projects to brainstorm on..

n let me talk about rachel's chalet..

we reached at around 7plus..not many people came..so we ate our dinner n chat around..btw theme was geek chic..but i only have my specs to be geek..heh..let e pictures talk..































forgot to mention that i still have to go to sch for revision..as test is only next week..omG..

lastly..HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO RACHEL(: