Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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sianz..he's gone forever.. at 7:59 PM

"i've been waiting for u to say we patch back..but when i hear u say i still care about u as a fren my heart sank" [heart]

"go lor...dun regret...i dunno wat i were do..but i noe i will make u suffer for breaking up wif mi..but fear not..i'm not doing anything on u...it's on mi.." [brain]

i have two thinkings now..but i guess i'll listen to brain..i never let my heart do the decision...i think it's useless..alone again..i guess i shall stay single forever..zel...i'm back to ur company again..

well..i dun think i can be fren wif ya now..i cant forget all e pain..expecially this...it's damn painful..i hate to struggle alone..i need u...but i guess u wont wan..bah..stay happy forever..find a gal and treasure it...be wif her always..try to understand her whenever she had mood swing..dun felt sad when she's sad...u'll have to be cheerful..den she will lighten up..i need few months to recover...perhaps after a few months i can go up to u n say hi again..

haiz..depressed


no more story again.. at 7:00 PM

haiz..story end..

he's gone..it's alright..i dunno wat i will do..

a good start with a bad ending..

=(


struggling.. at 9:49 PM

save mi pls...i'm struggling..i might not take it anymore..

i'm serious now..

pls be there when i need u...remember wat i did to u when sch starts...now i need that too..

=(


new layout for chinese new yr at 12:06 AM

yo..happy chinese new yr to everybody..

changed a new layout...yea i noe it's quite emo..but that's my feelings now..

pals..i'm alright..just that i wan to express it all out thru blog..

c ya..

=)


partially alright.. at 5:37 PM

yea..

alright??partially..been scolded by lecturer everyday..wat e hell..i nv do anything wrong man..it's alright..scold more..maybe i'll be better..

btw..i think everything is over..aiyo..perhaps i dun have any confidence..need people to help build up man...but everytime i receive bad comments..today worse..reali demoralised mi..

miss everybody..darlings..buddies..angels..my dear boy..but i reali wan to stay away...ahh...i'm getting mad...someone pls counsel mi pls..anybody will do..

=(

P.S.this is a funny video...i think of this when i'm reali sad..enjoy..

http://www.youtube.com/?v=U9r8yHww57c


that feeling came back..=( at 10:24 AM

well..i started to have that feeling again..e feeling which i had many yrs ago..no pls go away..i had recovered for many yrs le...pls go away..haiz...i think i'm giving up everything...people are saying that i'm bad in this bad in that..haiz..

shall use the attachment weeks to recover..at least i cant c anybody who noes mi..

but...am i reali such a failure??

dah..useless mi

=(


sianz.. at 12:45 PM

yo..in comp lab..

just did a prank on eileen..hohoho..we told her she might be debarred cos she nv attend last lesson..den we keep talking about our jokes n nv care about her..lolz..after 30mins grace msg her..den everything's reveal..dah..wat a good day..

hmm..lesson ends at 4pm..whoa..later extra training for orientation..i need to stay awake!!

blogger is lagging again...they nv show my yesterday's post..wat e hell..

lesson starting..aw

oh pals..attachment at ttsh ward 11c..come n find mi man..almost all are afternoon shift..n there will be nth to do man..

heard that we going to bring gi everyday for this week?!oh man..it's damn heavy..=(

*i just like to c u smile_


last week in sch..aw.. at 10:44 AM

yea..updates..

hmm..nth much happen this few days..was studying n studying..n this week is my last week in sch..aw...attachment is coming..which means exams is coming too..omG..

open house is starting this thurs n fri..been practising for e performances..whoa..it's fun..heh..n i get to skip lesson..lolz..it's not impt anyway...just presentation..

oh ya..late for sch last thurs...just 1 min n i was marked absent...wat e hell...felt reali sad lah..cant maintain my 100% attendance..=(

haiz..it was proven..i'm useless..useless in consoling people...oh man..they shared their problems wif mi..but all e things i say doesn't seem to help in e prob..omG...sometimes i dun even noe wat am i talking about..haiz..

alrite...back to studying now..miss ya guys..


exam timetable out.. at 10:54 AM

yo..

it's another week...haiz..fast...

noe my exam timetable already..17feb to 23feb..4 papers..oh man...i need to bury myself in books again..

went to my mother's yogurt shop yesterday..was studying...but called hx in e end..den accompany her to find research for her project..whoa...it's fun finding..but when u need to think for ideas...it can kill all e brain cells..heh

bought a new wallet alrealy..hohoho..

lesson starting..will update again..

c ya..


moody =( at 6:40 PM

at library now..using ws laptop..

studying...waiting...dreaming...haiz..

i'm bored..n very sad..i dunno why..is it becos people around mi are too blessful n i cant stand it...or blah...i cant be too selfish..they happy i happy..

haiz..beginning to accept my attachment time..although most of e time are afternoon shift..=X

i miss prata..seriously..probably next week..

oh ya..buying wallet..hey hx tag mi if u c this..when u free??

i shall study now..i need to get very good grades..bless mi..

gone_*


PAIN! at 7:26 PM

aw..

i felt pain..very pain..hungry too..

ouch!!

oh ya..think i'm changing layout again..heh..need to search for it again..

=(


he's alright..i hope it's true at 1:20 PM

yea..

started sch for 2 days already..hmm..was reali tired...cant reali concentrate..all i think was him n sleep..omG..but now alright le..he gave his word..n i believed it's true..heh

one week's finishing..oh man..attachment n exams are coming..i cant imagine it's so fast man..got to bury myself in books again..n this means i cant c my darlings for quite a long time..aw

people say my hair is ugly..i'm quite sad actually..but wat's done canot be undone..just leave it bah..as long as i'm contented..n i think i will let it grow long..like last time..began to miss my long hair..lolz..

i wan to eat..but i cant..=(

hmm..hope he's alright now..


HAPPY NEW YR 2006 at 12:20 PM

oh man...btw..happy new yr..

i need to make amend...i say my hair is too short...actually it's too long..lolz..but my darling zel thought mi how to style...yohoo..going to try for tml..

went to secret garden on eve...the food n dessert is fabulous...heh..xy came den we went esplanade..sat on some metal-bars-stacked-together den e fireworks came..n only i'm e one shouting..n bh aso lah...but i think a bit weird..

spend new yr day at home...nuaing..den watch vcd...

my boy met wif some problem recently..aw...felt bad cos i nv realised..keep playing n playing w/o knowing...need to stay wif him as much as possible from now on..n i need to learn how to console people...i keep thinking wat to say when he was so depressed..aw...

saw everybody's blog n they wrote resolution...i shall write mine too..
-study, study n study even harder
-practise my judo skills n try to stay for 1 min in compeition
-save more money for my expenses=p
-diet diet n diet
-plan my schedule better
-spend more time wif my boy
-be good to all my darlings.buddies.families.angels.

think that's all..will update again if i think of somemore..

=/