Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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oh man.. at 6:11 PM

yo..

i wan to go level 7..faster!!

btw muz reali apologise to love man..misunderstood her tag..dunno wat i was thinking yesterday..but reali sorry..dun get emo..

lastly..sorry..


muackz everybody. at 4:59 PM

yea..

attachment starts already..aiyo..1st day scolded by sister..sianz..it's not my fault anyway so hack care..

tired..yesterday went to watch superhost..heh..i'm very high..but only slept for 3 hrs..aw..

everything's solved now..n i'm meeting him to buy his shoes n clothes..heh..

oh ya..he bought mi a choker for valentine cum 6 mths anniversary..n he said he's going to buy another one for mi..hohoho..

hope e sale in perlini's silver of j8 still on...he said he'll buy 2..lolz..

btw watched e fog n pink panther..whoa..hong yun was my 'guy'..lolz..e show was quite scary..but it was talking about one word..'revenge'..so e story line..heh..but for pink pather..it's funny lah..my dear laugh like hell..

before that was wif my bao beii..went back to sgs n c our unit..gone..nth to talk about them..den ate taos..it's fantastic!!shall try other food next time..heh..it's good to have a fren who eat all e new things wif ya..

btw..we took a photo finally!will upload once i got it from him..

shall end here..long post yea..

*miss dear..love..ai qing eh kia..bao beii..everybody..


should i let u go? at 1:14 PM

argh

i cant take it anymore..why all this things happen..

dun make mi felt regret for making that choice..

haiz..i have no appetite now..haven ate a single things from just now..

i'm tired..but i dun dare to tell him..he's stressed n sad now..cos i'm e one who did that to him..it's not fair...he shouldn't had noe mi..he shouldn't be suffering..he should just be a normal guy..a cute guy with no much worries..

but i just couldn't let him go..ahh..

should i or should i not..

=(


exam's over.. at 2:39 PM

yo..

exam finished!heh...luckily i noe how to ans all Q..

meeting dear later..to buy his shoes n clothes..

i cant eat sakura buffet..cos my stomach something wrong..is it cos i nv eat anything..haiz..

can relax abit le..den attachment again..

=)


aw..demoralised.. at 11:13 AM

omG..

exams later..aw..i still feel that i will get retained..

good luck to eveybody...n my dear too..

=(


yr 1 sem 2 exams STARTED at 8:33 AM

yo..

i've recovered..n i've learnt my lesson..to finish e whole course of antibiotics..den i can guranteed that i wont be sick again..heh

well..exam finally started..been spending days in library to study wif wanshi..heh..she's my study partner..last fri was my 1st paper..n i freaking lost 10 marks to a damn simple Q...omG..was reali sad that day n i end up sleeping n discussing accounts Q wif wanshi..oh man..waited for dear n we ate at cwp..send him home after that..

oh ya..didn't go for yoga for like 1 mth..omG..i WILL go tml..or my bones will get harden..

ai qing finally found her boy..heh heh..i reali like to c e way they talk..so shy..lolz..

n i have a bao bei now..it's tianlee..wahahaha..going to meet her on fri..so long since we went out..

valentines just passed..we spent our day at east coast..heh..n our 6 mths anniversary is tml!!so fast man..the best thing is i get to choose my own present..got to brainstorm now..

think that's all..i'm going to study now..cant failed for e other 3 modules..

ahh...STRESS =(


valentine's day at 11:17 AM

sianz..

sick again...wat e hell..y am i becoming weaker n weaker..argh...cant even study...omG!!

valentine's day today..hohoho...luv my ai qing forever...n of course my dear...muackz..

shall study afterwards..i muz pass my exams man..

oh ya..thanks hong yun for e flower..although it's not in blue...lolz..=p


stay by mi forever.. at 11:24 AM

yea

exam's coming..n i apologise to u all..i'll try to find time n chill out wif u all..just that now i cant reali find e time..i need to pass my exam to get sponsorship..to get in to 2nd yr..to show my family that i reali can do it even i played all e while..so pls understand mi..n wait for mi..dun leave mi alone..i reali need u all..u all had been giving mi laughter since secondary days..so stay by mi forever..=|

well that's all..i finally understand how i felt..alone..despite of many people around mi..dah..i shall 'throw' away my thoughts..

okok..after all ranting outs..i'm alright now..

=)


i miss myself.. at 5:05 PM

hmm..

i felt..dah..cant explain it wif words..

it's alright..finished my attachment..exam's coming..

going to get money for attachment..heh...good good

miss family talkings..

miss lectures.tutorial.lab..

miss dear idiot..

miss love zel..

miss darlings..

miss angels..

miss buddies..

miss trainings..

miss myself.

that's all =)


blessed..=) at 11:46 PM

yo..

well..nth to say..just felt like blogging..

heh..

i felt blessed..hohoho..wif all my fren..n my dear..

=)


back again.. at 11:00 AM

yo..

i'm alright now...back to my ownself again..

well...my last week of attachment..finally...after that need to bury myself in books...exams is coming..aw...where's my holiday man..

i scared of missing attachment again...oh man..i dun wan to work alone on sat!!

once again..i luv ya

btw..there's reali a song at my page..wait for it..

=)


story continue again.. at 8:36 PM

before i start..wait for e page to load...there's song..

well..

we patched back..it should be a joyous moment for mi...but why am i still so scared about something..i dunno wat is that..i felt something is missing after we patched..i cant find it back anymore..

argh..wat should i do..dun tell mi i can live without him already??impossible..i miss him alot..yea alot..

in dilemma now..i wished to tell him wat i reali felt..but i'm scared that he would give up..wat should i do man..i dun even noe wat am i thinking about..

oh ya..watched alot of movies recently..fun wif dick n jane..memoirs of geisha..i'm not stupid too..yea..

didn't go attachment yesterday..woke up late..so went to c a doc..sick anyway..however i need to do a make up on next sat..ahh..i'm alone..

tired..that's e only word i can say..n i reali need a counsellor..i got too many problems to be solved..n i dun wan him to noe..cos he will be stressed n unhappy..i dun wan..it's not fair to sacrifies him..


my heart is controlling now! at 4:58 PM

sick..physically, mentally, emotionally..

how to survive man..

i began to miss him now..my heart is controlling my thinking now..been waiting for his sms..argh..dun think he will care..

it's hard to struggle alone-