Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
=)





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last week of holidays at 8:46 PM

hoho..

today's 31st March.
last day of March.
last week of my holidays.

subconscious mind says that i'm very stress.
indeed.
i sensed it already.

and now i'm returning home late everyday.
i'm avoiding the fact that next week i'll need to step into the REAL world.
the cruel world.
the full of politics world.
the facades world.

--------------------------

so today met up with Hazel and Xinyi.
walked around town.
3 of us could not withstand the long journey unlike secondary days.
slacked a while and headed home.

Elyn is starting work tml.
Good Luck to her. =)

cramps is unbearable.

alrights..


no more big groups. at 12:01 PM

well..

ok i admit that i'm lazy.
but cannot blame me.
these few days were rather fruitless.

and i met up with Elyn and her friends.
Shirley and Huiling came along.
i called Caixing and his friends.

then to Zouk.
but all never go in the end.
forget it.

Beautiful Girl practice later.

alrights..


health screening at 6:18 PM

woo..

so today i woke up at 6.30am.
accompanied my mother for health screening test.
my family had history of high cholesterol and gout.
so i went for it too.

everything was within the normal range but not the body fat.
goodness, i should start my exercise program again.
and my ECG had arrhythmia which means irregular waves.
goodness, i should have rest properly the night before.

i got to lie down to have my blood taken cos i'm extremely frightened.
finally everything ended.
my exremities turned cold as though i'm at Antartica.
my 3rd aunt was laughing at me as she's was doing everything for me.
she must be wondering why our family fear needles alot.

then to Orchard.
so long since i see the morning sun.
ok i've been waking up at a time of 2pm.
heh.

ok changed my blog song as Elyn said that it's too e m o.
and this somehow describe how i felt all along.

alrights..


nuren. at 10:40 PM

yea..

ok i have to stop being lazy to update.

so i had mahjong with Edelynn, Guang and my brother till 6am on Monday.
slept till 3pm.

met Grace at around evening.
it's really nice catching up with her.
and she had her tattoo done on her back.
we took one photo with her Hoga or Holga camera.
it's a cool thing!
and i can set the flash as red, blue or yellow colour.
just hope i dont look retarded in the photo.

left to meet Caixing at his Grandma's funeral.
waited for Daniel and Chengyong.
to Mac and discussed about Genting trip.

went to Golden Mile around late afternoon the next day.
roam about, asking for the best price.

left to meet Elyn the NR.=)
we stopped at Pastamania for dinper.



stayed till their closing hours.
then to playground!



this is only part of our craziness.



and this is how we LOVE each other. =)

i really have to start waking up early, and not letting Elyn to call me up instead.

alrights..


hooked on mahjong at 4:17 PM

well..

did i mentioned before that NYP had removed my status as a student?
goodness.
no more concession pass.
no more logging in e-services.
no more logging in e-learning.

and i'm hooked on mahjong.
not wahjong.

now i can really stay awake to like 7am and wake up at 3pm.
irritating.

Elyn the NR is with her sister now.
hmm who should i meet?

alrights..


roaming about in my area at 4:33 PM

hmm..

i've been roaming about near my area(Hougang) these few days.
you see.
Thursday - Seng Kang with Hazel
Friday - Kovan with Tianlee, Desmond and Guang
Saturday - Serangoon with Xinyi

LOL.
i love my area too much. =D

and i've been staying out till morning of next day.
goodness.
luckily Elyn the NR will call me everyday, erm in afternoon, to wake me up.
speaking of Elyn the NR, we had never met for a week man.
in the past, we see each other like we stayed with each other.
this is so wrong.
while i was roaming in my area, she's at Boat Quay drinking beer.
she woke up very early and i woke up very late.
she might have drank tons of beer and i've gained alot of weight from all the supper.

we have to meet up tomorrow.
and Caixing is back from his Kelong trip.
well, hope he really fished something.
LOL.

Beautiful Girl practice later with Hazel, Jee and Jessica.
whoots.=)

alrights..


enlightenment day. at 3:52 PM

heh..

yesterday was like my enlightenment day.

piano teacher told me she's going to teach me Yamaha and ABRSM style.
i'll have 15papers to take for the starting stage.
Theory and Practical, here i come.

chatted with Hazel at Rivervale Plaza Mac for 4hours.
Ghee Ting joined us in the fun.

i went to find Caixing and i saved him with my CPR skills.
but quite guilty as his sleeping time was much reduced by my madness.

after yesterday's trashing, i've already found out what i really wanted.
felt really down these few days.
even my mother noticed something's wrong with me.
yes indeed.
i started not to stay at home for few days.
i'll get out when evening time strikes.
no matter whom i'm with, i make sure i really enjoyed myself.
many thanks to Elyn, Jessica and Xinyi for telling me what's really wrong.

i'll try very hard this time.
take my time to know you better.
=)

alrights..


registered nurse! at 12:29 PM

yea..

so i've really alot of things to do yesterday..
it was a tiring day.
i had only 4hours of sleep.
and my right knee is screaming in pain.
ahem. rheumatism pain.
goodness.

like finally i got my nursing license done.
i'm a REGISTERED NURSE.=)
got my staff ID card too.
and all my uniform back.

roam in town with Jessica and Xinyi.
chatted and laughed.
end my day with some disappointment though.
but something did cheered me up in the end.

come to the end, i dont know what i really wants.
this is real bad.
i scored high grades in other perpectives of life.
but a 'F' in love and relationship.
i've met with a real hard problem.

alrights..


fruitful life again at 12:28 AM

heh..

i've lots of things to do tml(erm today actually).
meet Eileen at lavander for her passport.
to SNB to get my license.
to TTSH and meet Jessica.
get all my uniform and shoes.
then off to far east to show the shop to Xinyi.
to National Library after that.

phew.
but i love that.
it keeps my mind occupied and not to think of him.
guess i'm ready to start work.

speaking of that SNB license, Angela from HR really shocks me to the hell when her email said that i have to get ready all those documents. I'm like a buzzing bee just now.

i tend to get breathless every morning i woke up.
you are the reason.
and i'm still trying very hard to forget you.
but i seriously hope that we can be friends, GOOD friends.
=)

alrights..


photo entry. at 3:10 PM

yea..

alot of photos.=)

Day 1 of ubin.
raining cats and dogs.
cx double biked me.
overcome my fear by climbing over the gate.
fishing.
bathed as all were drenched.
bathed with eeling as i need to lend her things.
dinner.
drink drank drunk.
i've to take care of him.
stayed up the whole night chatting with his friends as i couldnt sleep.



Day 2 of ubin.
still raining cats and dogs.
early breakfast.
nausea and giddy.
slept for 3hrs.
being left alone as he went out without telling me.
ate few mouthfuls of rice.
take ferry back as all were penniless.
played poker.
photo taking plus supper.
finally slept well.





i supposed i've never regretted going to ubin as i know good friends.
all are VERY funny guys.
Caixing, Daniel, Wei Lun, Joven, Chengyong and Js.
i laughed like there's no tomorrow.=D







cousin Joshua 1 year old.
Mother's birthday.



i never take any photo of Joshua. That's my cousin.
Gave flower to Mother this year. =)

met up with Elyn yesterday.
slacked and chat about the future when we both have babies together.



i just found out something.
that really dont makes me feel good.
i felt betrayed.

i've lost when the game had not even started.
i'm acting like a fool now.

secrets still remained as secrets.

alrights.


fling with you. at 2:00 AM

oh well..

i hope i made the right choice.
although i know i will be deeply hurt in the end.

but i just want to revenge.

alrights..


back from ubin at 6:12 PM

heyo.

i'm back from Pulau Ubin.
photos tomorrow.

alrights.


ubin tml. at 4:31 PM

yes..

i'm setting off to Pulau Ubin tomorrow morning.
i'm busy packing my 'luggage'.
and i'm really afraid that i left things out.
so what if i really did, take the ferry back and buy then go back?
dsl.

so i really hope this trip will be a fulfilling one.

i guess it's really time for me to REALLY settle all the problems i had.
i realised that i've never forgot all about it.
and it become so complicated till i dont know where to start from.
no, i wont avoid it anymore.
and the problem which happen few months back regarding the 'thing'
it's still exist, surprisingly.
and few more new members came in to the picture.
LAUGHS. i'm so naive.

ok i'm not going to be e m o.
i'm not going to keep thinking about it and it really make me feel worse.
i'm not going to complain to Elyn anymore.
i just have to believe myself only.

oh yes.
i just got to know one secret.
it's irritating.

singlehood is still the best. :)

alrights..


bad hangover. at 7:13 PM

yo..

yesterday was Tianlee's birthday celebration.
i met up with Elyn, Guo Yang and Cai Xing to pass time faster.
we slacked at Starbucks, and moved on to have tau hway.



my dear Elyn is so pretty with her curls.

then i lost my way as i forgot the short cut way from Clarke Quay to Boat Quay.
aiyo. irritating.

so finally i reached the place.
drank, sang, played.
then moved on to Club 97.
drank again.

total i drank vodka, martell, red wine and chivas.

and that chivas cause me to VOMIT like hell.
i'll never want to get drunk again.
it sucks.
my whole world seems to be spinning around.
and my throat is really burning.

now i'm still having hangover.
the only thing i wish i could do is to have a gastric lavage and have all the alcohol out of my body.
argh.

oh yes.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY 24TH TO GUANG.
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO TIANLEE.

alrights..


swollen eye at 4:16 PM

oh my..

my left lower eyelid is SWOLLEN.
goodness.
how am i supposed to go out.

very painful lah!

alrights.


outings. at 8:02 PM

well..

did couple of things these 2 days..

Clinic on Wednesday with Elyn, Paper and his friends.

Town on Thursday with Jessica, Ivan and Joel.

and i did a thing which i couldnt imagine i'll do that in my 20 years.
i was so e m o till i faster walked to the nearest MRT station and went home.
just blame the no batt phone.
and i'll never do that again.

ARGH.

i'll call him up whenever i want to meet him. =)

alrights..


love? at 12:03 AM

i only know that,
i want you to be beside me wherever i go.

i only know that,
i've been missing you since that day.

i only know that,
i'll think of you first then go to sleep.

What it this man?
i dont know.
i'm puzzled.

alrights.


boring~ at 7:07 PM

AHH~

i'm so bored at home lah.
never went out with Jessica today.
bet she's still sleeping.

the irritating cramp is going to kill me soon.
there's still 4 more days.

goodness.

alrights.


zouk photos at 2:54 PM

oh well..

i should upload the photos during the Zouk night.
there are 66 photos taken that night, but i'll only show the main photos.















am waiting for them to call me up for movie session.

will be meeting Jessica tomorrow.
WOOHOO.

should i ring him up?

alrights.


no more at 2:28 PM

i've been secretly crying ever since last night.

but for fuck.

nobody knows it anyway.

another secret divulged.