Strumming Some Heartstrings


Saturday, July 24, 2004
lalala..i back in blue world again.. at 7:47 PM

today i got chem and bio practical...but i skip bio..see him again in school...i do not wan to be affected by him..but by just looking at his face..i remember wat he did to mi yesterday..sad ar...rochelle and beatrice had encourage mi not to think of this problem again...but when i alone..i think of this again...luckily i got them wif my side..or else i wont be here anymore...yesterday i was going to fall...i very tired le..no strength to have one more problem inside my head..i reali hate the ignorant face of his..but den this make mi feel that i shoudnt be sad but happy...i should be more happier...but i cant...cant believe that he is this kind of person..rochelle tell mi that he is shy one..so mi think he wont hurt other people feeling...rochelle they all wonders if is he who send this msg...mi start to wonder too...are u reali the heartless type..or u been ask by ur best fren to tell mi this..dun care..i now should enjoy my life..buying and having the things i like...today ar..go j8 wif rochelle beatrice xinyi and nerine after my serious problem at home..and i do mean serious...oh ya..went tuition also lah..keke..i very guai one..dun skip tuition one..but then i at there just slag and talk..keke...today i saw many accessiories that i adore very much..keke..going to save more and more money to buy..haha...
 
now mi got many wan to buy and do..
- fan wei qi cd.. [i like her songs..]
-lin jun jie cd [i like him ar..keke..so cute..]
-zhang shan wei [since i bought the 1st album..why dun i continue the collection..he look cute]
-hair accessiories.. [so tired wif all the same rubber bands and clips..]
-hp accessiories.. [haiz..all the same..and my fav pucca is spoiled..:(]
-earings..rings..necklace.. [more and more of them..keke]
(mi dun like wear bracelets and anklets...but den if i see nice one..just buy lor..)
-high heels shoes.. [reali wan try le..btw..mi a woman ar..keke..] 
-clothes.. [some t-shirts bah..wan pure milk very much..]
-cosmetics [beatrice gave mi some of her unuse one..so mi starts to like lor..keke...but mi dunno how to use...stupid mi..]
-learn yoga.. [my mother noes..so envy..]
-thin and fit.. [too fat le..]
-eat only three meals a day.. [healthy ar..]
-save more money.. [i bring only $2 to sch..keke]

-more renfu pic.. [keke..i just love him alot..]
 
think thats all bah..if got somemore i will come update..
 
[背弃对你思念残留在我的回忆]
[muacks..sneaky asses..i love u all...]



xoxo,
you know you love me



Friday, July 23, 2004
hAppY..sAd..anGrY..aLL cOmE tOwaRdS mI.. at 6:20 PM

haiz...today so sad ar...my heart like going to break le..nvm..mi tok about the happy things first...last wed is racial harmony day..wah..we need open stall to sell traditional food..haha..we sell malt candy and muah chee...keke...very fun ar..play wif everybody...we earn around $140 something..i in charge of muah chee..keke...oh ya..mi hazel xinyi huixian beatrice rochelle hwee ling bei shi nerine have formed up to become sneaky asses..haha..cos we are sneaky..keke..but den when i resting..i been teased by others lor..haiz...this lead to today sad things...he msg mi today..saying that hope i understand that we are just fren...at 1st i thought he think his fren tease mi den make mi paiseh so tell mi this..but after i heard wat rochelle they all say..i understand le lor..he saying that i was like thinking that i still like him...ya..i admit that before june holidays i like u..but after that no le lor..and ur fren say that u noe le so i nv care much..and wen i saw u been teased..u like nth happen so i dun treat it as anything..mi now dun even dare to look at u le lor...u make mi feel like is my wrong lor..and ur fren now say that is my fren who tease...pls lor...everybody tease...ur own best fren aso got tease lor...dun blame everything to my fren lor..this is my own thing..dun get them in..not happy of mi..find mi can le...i dun wan my fren to be affected...ya..i cried for u..cried for the msg u send...u dun look as u wan be fren...i finally step into a colourful world u push mi back to the blue world...u win le..i give up le...nvm..we remain as we were bah..


xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, July 19, 2004
sHopPinG...nOe mOrE fRen..yAhOo...lOlz.. at 8:09 PM

eh...mi too lazy to press the shift key again and again to make big-small letter...so mi just type all small bah...hmm..this few days mah...quite happy le...think mi happier den last few weeks...cos now got closer to three more fren..rochelle...beatrice..nerine..lolz...they same class wif mi for two yrs le..but den i like now den noe them..lolz...just went out wif them on last friday..lolz...rochelle reali noe where to shop...she like the mango shop...lolz..oh ya...just before going out...i went to beatrice house to change..wah..her house is big ar..lolz..den got one cupboard is got store room..i am so amazed..keke...quite surpised that i can wear her clothes..mi quite fat one..she is thin 1 mah...managed to find one that quite suits lah...a skirt and pink striped polo tee..at 1st think i not like suits pink cos of my dark skin..but den the results good ar...she aso help mi make up..let mi wear her earings..her shoes...den aso give mi some of her cosmetics which she nv use b4...lolz...very thankful to her...hmm...think last week i aso go compass point wif tianlee..wah..we shop so much ar..i bought a plastic necklace which only cost $3...haha..mi allergic to fake things mah..so canot buy others..keke...reali fortunate to noe them now lor..still not so late...lolz...oh ya...we took photo also..keke..rochelle...beatrice...mi...hazel..xinyi...they reali very photogenic ar..mi spoil the pic..lolz...hey...next time we go out again wor...take more and more pic... *promised*
let mi describe my new fren...
rochelle-she ar..very cheerful...den nice to talk wif lor..hang out eif her is very fun as she noe where to shop!!
beatrice-last time not so good wif her so impression not so good..but now ar...reali chaange my impression le...she nice gal lah..very cute also wor..friendly aso..wont care about mini miny things..lolz..
nerine-she like to smile wif winking eyes..lolz...look cute to mi...


xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, July 13, 2004
~555555555555555555~wHo aM i?? at 7:20 PM

~55555555555555~u nOe wAt tHiS mEanS...rEad iN cHineSe u wIll uNderStAnd...iT mEanS cRyiNg..lOlz...sTupId lAmE jOkE aR...mY bRothEr lAh..lEarN iT fRom tHe tAiwAn pEopLe..hE pLayiNg oNlinE gAmE mAh..dEn iS tAiwAn gAmE...mAYbE nExt tImE hE cAnn plAy wIf rEnfU..lOlz...mI dReamInG agAin..kEkE...hMm...fEw dAyS nEveR uPdAtE blOg lE...cOs mY bRothEr kEeP pLAyinG aNd dUn lEt mI pLAy...fInaLly hE nOt aT hOmE lE...tHiS fEw dAys mAh..nO sPecIaL fEeliNgs eH..eVeryDay iS tHe sAmE...cOmE sChoOl...plAy wIf fRen..lIstEn tO tEacHerS...sCh fIniSh...gO hOmE...aT hOmE wAtCh vCd...dEn rOt..lOlz..hAiZ...mI fEeL tHat mY dIstAnCe wIf my fRen iS fuRthEr aNd fUrtHEr lE...mI nOw lIkE dUnnO wAt tO tOk wIf tHem eH..wAt hApPEn aR..wHy sO wEirD...omG..hAiZ..hAiZ...hAiZ...vErY tIrEd lE aR...mI thInk i sO fAkE...iN fRont oF pEoplE lIkE lAugH lIKe mAd...bUt mI aLonE liKe sO dAo...wAt iS tHe rEal mI..i dUnnO..cAn sOmEboDy tEll mI...........-jAnE|rEnfU-
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, July 10, 2004
•sAd...hAppy...sAd...hAppY...sAd...hAppY...• at 12:21 PM

hMm..tOdAy iS mY sCh sPEecH dAy..mI tHe fLaG bEaReR wOrz..lOlz..bUt dEn dO sO mAnY wRonG lE..hAIZ..mI sTupId..sUch a dIsgRacE..hAiz..tHiS fEw dAys bAh..mI got sAd aNd hAppY lOr..hAppY cOs i fInAllY tAlK alOt wIf mY tUitIon fRen..aNd sPenD alOt oF tImE wIf mY bEstEst fRen...bUt dEn i sIll fEeL vEry aNnoyEd lOr...cOs tHe sOmEboDy lOr..aVoId mI..omG..mAybE u nOe i dUn liKe u lE..bUt dEn wHy u stiLl lIke lAst tImE..lAst tIme i dUn cArE..bUt dEn fRen alSo cAnoT aR..hAIZ..i nOe u lIkE sOmEboDy...rElaX..i wOnT dIstuRb u lE...hAIz..aLthoUgh mI gOinG crY lE..bUt dEn i mUz rEmEmbEr nOt tO bE sAd aGaIn...jAnE|rEnfU...


[hEy..tMl gOt rEnfU oN tV..aHh...lAogOnG..lOlz...]
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, July 06, 2004
diE...gOt sTagE fRigHt aR.... at 8:11 PM

hAIz..tOdAy aR..nO sPeciAl fEelInGs uNtIl rEcEss....i gO fInD mY aRt tEacHer..omG..sHe wAn mI rEpreSent sOmebOdy cOs sHe cAnT cOmE..dIe..gOt vIp..nEed gO oUt tAkE pRizE..dEn nEed tOk aBoUt tHe aRt...i vErY NERVOUS...hAiZ...sCarEd tMl i wIll mAKe a fOoL oF mYsElF..hAiZ..wIsh mI lUck bAh...jAnE|rEnfU
xoxo,
you know you love me



hEy...mY bLoG..lOlz.. at 7:48 PM

sEt uP mY oWn bLoG lE...hMm...i gOiNg tO uPdAtE aLmoSt eVerYdAy..pEopLE..u aLl aaSo cAN cOmE sEe wAt hAppENEd tO mI..lOlz...
xoxo,
you know you love me




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