Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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injured again.. at 7:20 AM

yea..

2nd week gone..whoa..it's too fast man..but my books' already full of notes..haa..ugly handwriting..

well..for judo orientation..few came..not like last yr can filled up e whole dojo..but i guess there's more participation this yr..e freshies do warm up wif us..have a feel of being thrown..lalalala..

hmm...recovering..actually i'm getting used to being like that..with e diff voices i produced everyday..wahahaha..so could i stay like this forever..heh

buddies..i noe i had neglected u all..i'll make sure i go dinner wif u all after every training..if not i go bang wall..

oh ya..i injured my leg after uchi gomi wif jeremy..aw..it prevent mi from walking man..but now it's better..n i need to train more man..seems to forget some of e throws..=(

love zel having her heats later..haa...gavin's e singer..omG..i'm so excited!

n movie later wif baobeii..hope i dun fell asleep..=p


DIY fondue! at 8:46 AM

yea..

getting used to my sch life already..copying notes..listen carefully..shorter breaks..haa..cant scibble words on my book now..cos there's too much things to copy..

hmm..judo today..so long nv go for training..haiz..orientation some more..ha..

oh ya..my voice came back..but i'm still sick man..wat e hell..having sore throat everyday i woke up..today flu came along..argh..

yesterday went to dear's house to have dinner..den he suggested to make our own fondue..lolz..bought nutella n marshmallow..whoa..it's reali delicious..of course it canot be compared to outside ones..but i'm contented..heh..

well..love hazel is going for her heats this sun..yea..i'm going to support man..haa..

that's all..movie this sat wif baobeii..=)


new photos.. at 10:34 AM

oh yea..btw..photos uploaded..c e links..'present photos'

=)


sick again..shit at 8:52 AM

yo..

sch starts for a week already..wah..i cant reali cope wif all e things in yr2..ica..presentations..lectures..omG..now i understand why yz n kenneth say yr 1 is so easy..haiz..wat can i do..just work hard like last yr lor..aw..

oh ya..i'm sick again..yea..think this is e 3rd time i'm sick in this yr..it's like every mth e flu virus will come n stick to mi..argh..was so sick that i missed 1 lecture..aiyo..1st time man..i missed bio lect cos of club crawl n now i dun understand wat's peritoneum toking about..-_-"

so in e end nv went to help in club crawl e 2nd day..heard there's alot of misunderstandings..haiz..forever..forever like that..we shall wait till 6/1/2006..

alot of updates on new things..haa..went to had a feel of see sha or watever or fri..n omG..i dun reali like it..it's like smoking to mi although u just smoke for e flavour..n pepper lunch wif dear n desmond..well..my ear knocked e taxi door while i was going in e car..wat e hell..it's very very very painful..n e pain radiate to e side of my head..to be specfic..it's e temporal area of my skull..ouch..it swell of course..

hmm..met dear's parents already..n he wan mi to go his house everyday to eat dinner..omG..it's soooo embarrassing..i'm still not e part of family yea..so everytime i came i dun dare to face them..aiyo..dun worry about my gastric dear..it's always coming back..i'll just have to endure..n his father sent mi to sch on thurs..not dear request but he..oh man..reali shocked..haa..

oh ya..went for e interview yesterday..well..e young man look convinced..but e old man dun..omG..think i wont get my sponsorship..aw aw aw..pls let mi get e sponsorship..i need to lessen mother's burden..haiz..

i do miss darlings..n idiot mi nv go attend jee's birthday celebration..felt like banging into e wall lah..=X

i miss baobeii too..haiz..

n i'm feeling very tired..i keep coming home late everyday..but now i'm so awake cos of my stupid cough..argh..

that's all..hope dear can talk as in speak wif voice today..hope darlings.buddies miss mi lots..cos i miss u all ALOT..hope baobeii get her job as a teacher..haa happy for her..hope i can fully recover cos i wan to concentrate on lectures n not sniffing all e way..think e lecturer aso noe i'm having a hard time..

=((((


lalalalala..=) at 11:05 AM

yo..

hmm..shall update mine last movements..thurs was SHS orientation..whoa..i get group 22..n i shall a grace-look-alike..not e looks..but e way she talks blah blah..haa..den i can say i'm e maddest student mentor..haa..i shout like hell lah..after that to chocolate fondue..wahahaha...my fav food for now man..watchd black night..well...sad to say..only e 1st story is worth to watch...

hmm..now i cant update about club crawl..cos i noe nth..oh man..ws~~~

sch starts today..whoa..looking forward to it man..n we can go crazy again!

went to support hanxiang on fri..whoa..he look very cute in chef uniform..lolz..the dinner is nice..but need improvement..jia you!

went to meet dear's fren on sat..den my fren to watch movie..whoa...10 people..watching art of seduction..damn funny man..but quite confused about e story line..den to prata..our chill out place..reali miss love n darlings man..

oh ya..think alot of people noe already..sim boon kwang a.k.a sim wen guang a.k.a nothingz is my BOYFRIEND since 11/4/2006...=)hohoho..cant stop smiling..

lalalala...i'm beaming..lolz..-_-"

*tianlee a.k.a edelynn a.k.a baobeii..dun be so depressed..n dun act strong in front of mi..i reali hate that to c ya like this..tell mi everything..regardless it's sad or happy..i'll be there to hear...=)


i've been shortlisted! at 1:05 AM

yea..

back to normal..heh..we're just frens...normal frens..

hmm..was reali tired due to returning home at midnight..oh man..he lah..bleahz..lolz..

finally club crawl things are ending..whoa..reali TIRED..we shall c e progress on that day..n our banner is a success..haa..nice nice..n that $30 A1 paper is useful too..shall not blame subi..lolz..na ge bu yong jin de lah..

well..today was e briefing for SHS orientation..in e middle somebody called..n it's nhg..oh yea..i've been shorlisted..was so excited but i cant shout..so keep smiling to myself..i muz get that man..den at least it wont be so hard for my mother..=)

tml is SHS orientation..muz report at 7.15am..n i'm still here blogging..heh

well..thanks for ur care..i noe u care about mi alot..haa..reali have fun wif ya..but stop calling mi ben dan..bleahz..

reali like gazing stars..whoa..they are so beautiful..especially when they are all above ur heads..haa..this can reali cheer mi up alot..

that's all..miss ya..=)


I'M NOT MORON ANYMORE.. at 11:01 PM

haiz..

everything's finished..yea..we ended it..wif e same reason..our love is fading away..yesterday was reali my saddest day man..haiz..n i'm at east coast somemore..omG..

hmm..was very busy about club crawl things..due to only 4hrs of sleep yesterday..i cant train..felt sick..btw we ended it today..yesterday was to let mi think..back to e topic..so i slept at dojo..felt e urge to run to east coast..but i got yoga..oh man..n i need somebody to be wif mi..to just sit beside mi n offer care..den i wont do anything bad if i'm alone..

i shall go back to yesterday trip..went to chomp chomp at 1st..den to cathay..whoa..reali nice..cos it's all BLUE..haa..den to cine coffee club cos baobeii went to meet sw to talk about things..i ate chocolate fondue wif wg..oh man..i reali love it..wahahaha...i even finish e leftover chocolate..den wg fren came n that's why i'm at east coast..den talk on e phone..walk wif wg at e beach..cry n cry..den to a pub..drank silver island n small amt of rainbow 5..haa..i'll try that next time..e colour is sooo nice..mt faber's our next destination..whoa..reali a nice view..it was 3am so i reali need to go home..mother was reali angry..haiz..sorry lah..in a reali bad mood..slept in e car..den home..

my attachment results's out..idiotic lor...i get D+..bias lecturer..den my GPA become 2.9..reali sianz lor..i muz get 3 next yr..timetable's out..sianz..monday till 8pm..clashed wif yoga..i need to rush down man..den 8am on thurs n fri..aw..=(nvm...i will enjoy my new yr..

thanks for everything..ur accompany..ur smile..ur advice..ur jokes..ur expression..ur focus..ur arms..reali appreciate that..it reali cheer mi up a little yesterday..n I WAN CHOCOLATE FONDUE!lolz..=)n i might be running to east coast these few days..sorry to trouble u yea..


same routine..-_-" at 1:18 AM

yo..

well..still e same thing everyday...wake up.go sch.do club crawl things.go home..argh..was reali tired today..so i just scold everybody i saw..oops..mood swing or pms??

sent my application to AH already..ahh..pls..let mi get e sponsorship!

oh ya..the sch finally registered my modules!!haa...was so worried i cant get in to yr 2..heh heh..shall buy my lecture notes on next sat..lalala...cant wait anymore..=D

well..i'm eager to c my nursing juniors..wonder wat they look like..although i noe some of them are from sgs..but heard got 1200 people eh..heh..all kinds from all around singapore will come..lolz..

this sun chomp chomp..lalala...

well..i noe i make u disappointed..but all my frens noe wat had happen..only u dunno anything..u thought everything were alright..but sorry no..u cant even notice my change towards u..omG..i have no more comments..i dunno wat to say to u when i c u today..i noe i ignore u alot..but my tolerance limit is up..i cant tolerate anymore..finally i realised i cant be wif u forever..i somehow realised my love had fade away..pls..faster change..or i have to make a very bad decision..

they convinced mi..I'M UGLY..=(


follow THE RULES! at 8:22 PM

THE RULES

1) The FEMALE always makes THE RULE

2) THE RULES are subjected to change at any time without prior notice.

3) No MALE can possibly known all the rules.

4) If the FEMALE suspects the MALE knows all THE RULES she must immediately change some or all THE RULES.

5) The FEMALE is never wrong.

6) If the FEMALE is wrong it is due to a misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the MALE said or did.

7) The MALE must apologise for causing said misunderstanding.

8) The MALE is always wrong.

9) The MALE may be right if he agrees with the FEMALE unless she wants him to disagree.

10) The FEMALE may change her mind at any time.

11) The MALE may never change his mind without the express written consent of the FEMALE.

12) The FEMALE has every right to be angry or upset at anytime.

13) The MALE must remain calm at all time unless the FEMALE wants him to be angry and/or upset.

14) The FEMALE must under no circumstances let the MALE know wheather she wants him to be angry and/ or upset.

15) The MALE is expected to mind read all at times.

yea..follow these rules pls..haa..u shld noe i telling who..

finally get to slacked at hm today..went to cpf building wif mother..talk talk sign sign..den went home le..was reali tired man..slept for 3 hrs..den watched tv..

got to noe i cant apply for MAH sponsorship..aw..felt reali bad yesterday..regret that i took such damn long time to do a resume..stupid mi man..felt like smashing myself..but i just continue wif e club crawl things..den went for my yoga class..intermediate le k..heh..

went to eat ba chor mee wif bao beii n wg yesterday..haa..reali had alot man..think not going to eat tml..den he send mi back..talk talk den he went home..

hmm..going to apply for AH sponsorship..pls..just give mi that..i reali need it man..haiz..

to darlings: i think i'm still not ready to talk about everything..let mi sort out n tell u all one day..

busy day tml..finally can start drawing n painting..YEAH..

that's all..


this is e real layout i wan.. at 10:43 AM

yea..

changed my layout again..if i'm not wrong this's my 6th layout..haa..now expert already k..

as u can c..this's wat i wan to tell everybody..haiz..met wif alot of prob now..n i still have to deal wif club crawl n SHS orientation things..omG..i'm very worried about my sponsorship lah..will they accept mi anot..n i still dunno my attachment results!others have their 2nd yr modules registered..mine still pending..omG..does that mean i cant get in to 2nd yr cos i replace a week of attachment..haiz..regret now..reali regret..n family issues arising again..omG..i dun have e strength to worry about this man..wan mi to think like a working adult..but i'm still a poly student!

i dun wan to become anorexic..but everything is forcing mi to become anorexic..so i shld give in yea..

n yea..i dun have e time to make u happy le..now u should be e one doing this job..we should contribute together..not i contribute n u enjoy..wat is this logic?u wan to noe how to be a good boyfriend..i shall tell u..u have to msg mi 1st n not mi..u have to ask about my whereabouts n not mi..u have to care about my feelings and not mi..u force mi to be so demanding..i dun wan that to happen..sp pls faster realise!n yea u gave mi wonderful times..n i dun mind e prob periods after all e wonderful time..but all these while i have NO security..see it clearly..it's NO..i can be happy for e whole when u msg mi..but no..i nv receive all these now..dun take exam as ur reason..i did msg u when i having exams..i've been thinking ways to make our relationship better..but u'll just there commenting..i dun wan to think anymore..now i wont force u to make any promises..i noe we cant be together forever..we're too young now..i dun wan to be together wif u just by promise n not love..if u found a good one i'll let u go..i dun care whether can i find a life partner next time..

i felt like staying at home for a week..need to sort out everything..but i need to go to sch n settle everything..haiz..darlings n baobeii..forgive mi if i'm not meeting up wif u all..i just wan to sort out eveything 1st den have fun..but ws..i'll still come back to sch for club crawl..n sorry dear..we might need to talk again..but after ur exams..

lastly..i wan a soul counsellor..i dun mind it's one of u..just try to talk mi out..i hate to struggle alone wif my soul..

=(