Strumming Some Heartstrings Sunday, May 31, 2009
the end of May's misery at 10:37 AMhmm.. last day of May is here, finally. and slowly August will be here and i really hope that i can go to Taiwan as planned. have to really take a break from everything if not i'll drop dead. been searching for the whole list of museums but to no avail. can some kind soul help me and tell me the website? including those museums that will be around for few weeks only. come to think of it, i should have not go on Cruise that Febuary. and to people who thought that i'm emo cos of a GUY. please stop that thinking as WORK is the cause. TSK. lastly, nephew Jayden with my hairband. LOL alrights..
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, May 30, 2009
that sums up what i had been doing in May. at 10:54 PMwoohoo! so many May babies and i enjoyed all the party! Hong Yun's 21st on 8th May. Gavin's 21st on 15th May. Wanshi's 21st on 17th May. Hazel's 21st on 25th May. NG's birthday on 27th May. and seriously, it burnt a hole to my pocket. LOL ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- when colleaugues ask me, 'How are you?' my answer will be the same old one. 'well, still surviving.' how depressing lah! and i just saw Elsa and Catherine today. and finally Tang is back in Singapore! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i want a new Canon or Panasonic camera. i want a new Blackberry phone. i want to go to all the museums in Singapore. i want to go Rome to see all the churches. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Thursday, May 28, 2009
and i can only accept. at 9:11 PMand it's all about work only. and it's been a long time since i meet up with Dearies. and seems like i had never slept for long time. and life is still as meaningless as in the past. and i still feel discouraged as what i felt from the day i started work. and that thought still lingers around my mind for whole day. and i had never really smile for a long time. and..
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, May 26, 2009
short and simple at 10:40 AMhmm.. night shift done, a very peaceful one. Hazel's party's done. day off gone, now back to work. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, May 22, 2009
well spent day off at 6:51 PMyoyoyoyooyoyooyoyo.. last 2 days were well-spent. and i got to see my nephew Jayden! so cute! not to forget they were there when i need to whine about work. shietty work. on night. alrights..
xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, May 19, 2009
reflections part 2 at 11:12 PMwhen i did some reflections of myself today, i realised that Janey is not Janey during work. that person gave a face and whine and scold and get frustrated easily. i'm not that kind of person, it only happened during work. should change abit if not i'll fall one day. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, May 18, 2009
STOP! at 11:21 PMwell.. work is REAL bad recently. fuck all the patients and relatives. i had enough of all these already. and both angry and disappointed. nearly submitted resignation today. ARGH anyway one month's roster out. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, May 15, 2009
3 days off at 4:23 PMhmm.. this 3days off passed like jet plane. i didnt get to rest really well except yesterday when i was playing with my nephew. heh and i cant and will not tolerate him any longer. he's really full of nonsense and order people like his army recruits. and i came across this phrase which i should shoot him with. 'We are not working FOR you, we are working WITH you' no respect when he called up, like i owe him his mother's money. CRAZY. Gavin's 21st chalet later. hope more SGS peeps will be around. bad people yelling at the start of my day, luckily i have Huiling and NG to have lunch with me. and i will leave asap i saved enough money, no workers' welfare! alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Wednesday, May 13, 2009
reflections at 11:43 AMwell.. this post is not a emo thing. it's just that whenever i looked back as being a small kid till now, i'm amazed that i can still be alive. very shocking hur. i've already thought of ending myself since primary 3. not being mature, just that i'm not someone who can express REAL well and i'm still thinking of ways on how to end myself. back to primary school, imagine a primary 3 girl got mocked everyday because she dont have a father and she realised that her father had another family alraedy. people call her a 'black' girl cos her skin is dark. plus all the 'dont friend her' stupid thing, fuck man when i thought of it. i really had a very miserable life at that time, wishing all could end fast. thank god, everything ended during primary6 6, i remember i smiled happily to myself cos i know i do not need and will not see them anymore. true enough, no more contacting except facebook and msn which are blah. to SGS, i'll skip this part as i had the world best friends who are still with me now. plus they let me realise that primary school mates are shiet and there are really true friends around. minus the 1st love. HAHA then to tertiary phase of my life, yes i got in to the course i wanted so badly and met my friends from NR0518. they are really nice people, and i really enjoyed as a classmate and friend. perhaps when people are in this stage, they plan their life and can be 'scheming'. that's what i heard from most of my seniors, and sometimes i really wondered who are really being truthful. i joined Judo to learn a totally different thing, and i got really good buddies though some misunderstands arise in the later part. skip the 2 failed relationships, i knew other friends during attachments like Jessica and Elyn(Andrea), and they taught me on how to live, but sadly, we dont contact with each other anymore. and now, which i'm in now, the working life. i have the best colleagues in TTSH, and got to know dearies whom i can really complain and whine about daily work stuffs. however when relatives, patients and drs started to be annoying, i asked myself why should i tolerate all these. i can just leave and study other courses. but come to think of it, when everything is over, i see the satisfaction. that's what i love most being a nurse. not to forget, i have the best 'ANG' family. heh so i guess no more wanting to end myself, unless a huge blow came and i really cannot take it despite everybody is there. we'll see hur, though that thought still lingers around my mind everyday. on the another note, i'll be going out with Huiling, Shirley, Anna and NG later! on the another note, i want more outing with dearies! alrights..
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, May 09, 2009
shag at 11:15 PMhmm.. stayed at Hong Yun's chalet till morning today. this resulted in shag face during work today. photos with Xinyi, i lost interest in taking photos now. and yesterday i found out who are really there for me. =) alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, May 08, 2009
work and work and work only at 4:58 PMwell.. this few day i've been working like a siao char bor. anyway drs had been good, but dont say too early. HAHA next day off is wed. kill me. schedule have changes. and next week will be the last week we're on 6days shift. pros and cons. hong yun's 21st chalet later. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Tuesday, May 05, 2009
smile and laugh! at 1:07 AMheh.. a day spent with dearies. met up with Elsa at town for lunch and some shopping(only me). bought 2 sandals and had some money issues with MIC. dont want to elaborate about it, it's not my fault anyway. and i'm a happy girl with 2 new sandals! but mummy's going to kill me cos i didnt buy any shorts. HAHA then waited for Tang and Catherine to end their work. i had never seen the 4of us laughed together for so long!(and Carmen, you too!) then meow left first we headed for supper at Woodlands. it was all about complaining about TTSH new rules, drs, colleagues and laughing at their funny encounters with pt. and i had never laughed till i coughed badly for very long time. =) ok back to work tml after 5days of not going to work. there's so many new rules from the point i entered TTSH. and i'm going to listen carefully to the roll-call. alrights.. xoxo, you know you love me Monday, May 04, 2009
fuck changes at 11:37 AMoh crap. i'm not a person who can always accept changes and get used to it fast. everyday i get different changes. fuck. this is unfair. now i dont have my nights, so means i have to slog till next week before i get my next day off? and where's my good friday PH that u owe me? i hate changes. and i really want to die now. let that dream come true for me only, leave my family alone. xoxo, you know you love me Sunday, May 03, 2009
bad month at 6:47 PMwell.. not a good May to start off. 1st i had this flu/cough for almost a week and no meds are useful. then i heard lots of changes happening in TTSH like no AL for us and we are not allowed to leave the country. today i heard the worst one, we are going to change back to 6days week. AHH, this is crazy. i'm going to have 3nights again. one more day off tml. am going to shop till drop with Judy at Jurong. met up with Catherine yesterday and had Swensens. tried to buy something but to no avail. irritating.
xoxo, you know you love me Saturday, May 02, 2009
worst nightmare at 10:47 PMtell me that is not going to come true. if not i will really kill myself for having that dream. had 2days mc. cough and flu is not recovering although i diligently took meds everyday. and partly because of that dream. everything was still so fresh and kept appearing in my mind. xoxo, you know you love me Friday, May 01, 2009
BFF at 3:02 PMyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.. Labour day today, and i dont need to work. woohoo! still having bad cough. going out later. lastly, the BFF. wahahahahahaha alrights..
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