Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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photos at 4:58 PM

IT'S FRIDAY!

took some pictures few days back..













hmm..very addicted to games now..wahahahas

oh ya..i've passed my basic trial test..50/50..wahahahas..hope next mon will be this result too..

and yes..meeting hazel gang later..YAY(:


games games games at 10:33 PM

I WANT MORE GAMES!!




(:


school is busy at 8:39 PM

愛錢不可恥
胡亂花錢才可恥
省錢不可恥
伸手要錢才可恥
沒錢不可恥
有錢不賺才可恥

yep..why why love episode 4(:
i think it's true..lol

school started for 3 days already..and i always falling asleep..oh man..
projects are piling up..
assessments are chasing up..
tests are racing up..

alrights..back to my project


serious STM! at 8:27 PM

讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意

讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意
这太没骨气

半夜我又失眠
听着dj放的烂音乐
像在嘲笑我
最近的恋爱不顺利

寂寞的两点半
决定上网寻找一点fun
对谁管他什么名或姓
对谁管他是谁
总比跟你好谈

今天星期几
冷战还继续
全因为是你说过
爱情是消遣品
我在你哪里
眼底或心里
这么多的不安定
爱怎么继续

讨厌爱上了你
被否定我存在意义
事事迁就你
闷死我自己
太虚情假意

讨厌爱上了你
要我苦苦压抑委屈
为了在一起
装着不在意
这太没骨气

我干脆放弃
爱走不下去
i can't feel your love. i can't feel it.
讨厌这样的爱
别想我会让你伤害
我先甩掉你

讨厌 by ruien..heh

and yes..i keep forgetting things..serious STM..

yesterday..i told my friends to bring this A book..but when i came to sch today..i realised i told them the wrong book..and goodness me brought the correct book..
AW..feel so guilty..

;

ahuh..went to find zel they all during last friday..jee want to eat again so they suggested to walk to my house there..but our good friend onion brought us the worng way..but then it was fun(: with all the jokes and 'speak english campaign'

;

i cant shop for clothes now..cos all my money was spent on my lappy..but i think that it's worth=)
but i cant buy the things i like..ROARS

alrights..




ERJIU the best(: at 11:18 PM

YAY(:

my router is up..so it's EXCELLENT strength now..
my memory stick is out too..
lol

all thanks to my erjiu..
who solve our WHOLE family's comp+lappy's problem..
who will have all the updated software and helping our comp+lappy to be updated..
who will walked around with us to funan or sim lim to find the things u really wants..
who will give us valuable comments..
who dont mind coming to out house and sit there for hours, solving the probs..
who spend some times at home, solving out things..

i'm really grateful to have him as my uncle..
but maybe a hug is enough..
he's married..and just had a child..
LOL=)

;

the photoshop cd is really giving me problems..argh

;

and yes..i give up trying to figure the html codes..
peeps..please help me to solve this problem..

my initial blog layout is this..[obviously]




then i change some codes there which i figured it out myself..it becomes like this..




diao..WHAT I WANT IS THIS..




ahaha..so i can put my personal things like playlists or photos in the green box drawn in the picture..

so peeps..please teach me how to do this..
your help is greatly appreciated(:


18禁不禁=) at 9:28 PM


Make Love Notes at Wishafriend.com

i know..i'm bored can..

btw watched 18禁不禁 today..it's so funny..all about high school students talking stuffs about sex and love..and i always see them appearing as SPERM..lol=D

n stupid idiot me go put my memory stick in the slot..now now now..it's stucked inside..WTH!!


at 10:21 AM



YEP YEP..i bought this lappy yesterday(((:
it's so hard to find one lappy with XP now..wahahahas..
and the promoter is very good!she gave me alot of free gifts..
so $2188 is worth everything=)

btw router is so ex man..ARGH

hx's coming later to recycle all the art materials i had..

alrights..IT'S FRIDAY..so that means i'm starting school in 2 days time..


post grading photos at 9:55 AM

oh wells..
post-grading photos(:







actually we took ALOT of photos..but i only found this 3 photos..heh

being a blue belt judoka is not easy eh..sensei daxiongxiong (not the one you see in the photo) wants us to do almost everything..like teach the white belts..do some stunts..learn advanced things..and yes..i nearly broke down..i dont dare to do lah..argh..

but but but..i'll train more..to make it worthwhile

going to see lappy later..YEA YEA:D

and i was supposed to go chalet today..idiot work..

btw peeps..did you see my emotions there..cute right..wahahahas

alrights..


new bag! at 12:49 PM

只要你的恶少之心
学着删除一点愤世嫉俗
再想办法多储存一些
和别人的相亲相爱

我不敢想
我怎么敢有梦想

我。。
我怎么可能会有这样的好运
不是梦
是梦也好
这是我好久不曾遇到的温馨与感动
我宁愿不要醒来

但是
我不喜欢自己是这样的角色
被施与 被帮助

我必须相信自己可以
这样活着比较不累啊

期待永远不会发生的事情
那样才累吧

我不想一支对着空中伸着手
期待谁来牵着我往前走
那只会一直原地等待
就握不紧拳头
就没有力气往前冲啦

yep..from why why love episode 3..

went to town yesterday with cousin christine..practically walked around the whole town to find for a better shoe and clothes..but to no avail..heh at least i bought the bag i wanted..lalalalala



n yes..expired photos..



at kk hosp..my cousin joshua got admitted cos of GE..i'm carrying his toy..very fun ok..they can sing out numbers and even classical music..



with les xinyi after judo training..well..i still couldnt get used to looking at my photos without specs..hurhur~

alrights..work later..argh


janey's angry.. at 9:42 AM

oh yes..

my mother has GE..
my brother has URTI..
ME? i'm very well..

however i can somehow predict..
after they recovered..
IT'S MY TURN!

why?
because of ;

projects and proects and never ending projects..
work and work and increasing no. of work..
thinks and thinkings and unsolvable thoughts..

well..sadded..
and speaking of that work..
i have to work 4 days this week..
all NIGHTS!

so it means my last week of break is almost BURNT lah..
diao~

alrights..janey's angry..
and she have to REALLY enjoy this last week..

:X


why why love(: plus tests at 5:10 PM

因为我不像做梦
美丽的梦想
跟我完全不搭靼

这是我的生存之道
我最不需要的就是梦想
最没兴趣的就是恋爱

我不会让自己有希望落空的机会
因为没有期望
就不会失望

快点让我消失
让我逃走
我自己都快受不了
连自己都讨厌自己的感觉

这世界怎么可能因为痴心妄想
就变得美丽

都重伤过了
也不差再多两道疤, 对不对

只有过不去的红禄灯
没有过不下去的日子

再艰苦也要让老天笑出声音来

from why why love [换换爱]
rainie's dialogue..

well some really say's out my thinking..hmm..good show..and i never hear their idioms before..good chance to learn chinese..heh

yes..i passed my grading test..got blue belt..my favourite colour..wahahas
les xinyi was my partner..we laughed at ourselves for doing wrong throws..
wanshi hurt her head and neck..all thanks to hadi's overhead throw..
we took photos..as a tradition..

YAY(:

btw i took the test in blogthings.com since dont know when..

You Need Some Yellow in Your Life

Yellow will make you feel happy, perky, and hyper. And with a little yellow, you will project an aura of energy. If you want attention, you've got to get a little yellow in your life! For extra punch: Combine yellow with blue or orange The downside of yellow: People associate it with sickness and deceit The consequences of more yellow in your life: You will have more mental clarity, especially when faced with difficult problems You will be protected from depression and moodiness You will be a lot less likely to burn out or feel stressed

well..it says here i need yellow..i hate that colour leh..ok NVM..

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you. You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations. You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves. You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

correct correct correct(:

Your Inner Color is Blue

Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart. You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone. Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor.

You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

of course lah..i'm a female by the way..HEH

alrights..


reply to test test.. at 8:29 AM

well..seems like much more people took my test..but i still want MORE..lol..

i'll reply to the shoutout cos i cant do it there..

to piyo and wanshi - heh can lah..at least u got the IMPT questions correct..(:
to anonymous - hanah..u clever lah..btw who are you?
to ede - wahahas..of course i'm faithful..RENFU forever..LOL
to jessica - it's alright it's alright..but how can u not know that i always go TTSH..hmm
to hazel - wahahas..i know who u referring to..but seriously i cant count him as one..(:

n yes..grading later..bless me..

i want to go shopping lah=X


emo song at 9:56 AM

很沉默 什么话你都没说
只静静拥抱我在熟悉路口
想说的太多 一开口全忘了
不让画面难过很努力微笑着

谁记得 谁为爱情着了魔
太冲动的说 you're all that i need
失去了你的生活 再华丽又算什么
有些幸福简简单单就已足够

在倔强的背后 看不见的伤口
在微笑的背后 放弃自尊挽留
在故事的最后 谁都不愿开口
在重逢的路口 给我一个理由

让自己往前走
走向下个路口
找个人有和你似曾相识的温柔

well..my BERN had flew up to heaven too..left LOLA to me..heh

training yesterday..tiring but fun..

project later..

btw who's that anonymous huh..tell me lah..DUH..and people..please take the test..it's so easy man..

and twitter dont updates my message..omg..

alrights..


know pepperqueen well? at 5:04 PM

well..people are crazy over this 'do you know me well' test..

so people please take my test eh..

dont worry..it's easy

(:

btw that jane p in my scoreboard is my bro's

addicted to this song now..to the left to the left..wahahas


stupid stuffs at 3:02 PM

i was so bored..

went to mind's cafe on last sat with jes, shikin, jes's niece and nephew..of course we had fun there..they were so cute..whahas

alrights..back to projects..

till then

ARGH at 8:23 PM

well..

i guess i cant quit my job now..
yes i need money..
i'm supporting myself..
ARGH

that 'thing' problem will remained unsolved..
no matter how hard i try to forget or to crack my head to solve..
it's still in the same state..
ARGH

i'll heed my friends' advice..
let nature take it's course..
i'll wait for your reply..even it's a no..
but i'm graduating leh..
ARGH

i cant go for my genting trip..
as the projects is really piling up..
i had disappointed them..
shiet me..
ARGH

went to temple today with mummy..hope everything will be alright..

am going study with jes tml..
am going to do all the projects from tml onwards..
am going to print out e-learn and study..

janey need to buck up now..for yr 3 is coming to an end..

tata


at 11:31 PM

i so freaking want to end myself..
i couldnt believe i met with this thing again..
i couldnt believe he's this kind of person..
i always thought he's different..

i should stop this friendship..
and i suppose you will be happy..

lastly..
you won..
and

BYE

i emphasize..there are TWO problems now..


photoshop pls! at 4:07 PM

oh wells..

today's last day of school..but i'm left with 5 projects to finish..there goes my genting trip..

watched pirates and shrek..funny funny funny..

grading on next friday..this's the 1st time i've totally no confidence..

who have the photoshop software?i seriously need to edit some photos..

i'm getting very blur these days..keep messaging wrong person..

i'm still not well..the problem is still there..i left it aside, thinking that it will solved by itself..but i'm wrong..

and i can be very sure..
retribution is here now..
for i met with the most probamatic things in the world..

people tell me to let nature takes its course..
but seriously..how long can i wait..

i'm not happy.again


bronze for napfa! at 12:23 PM

YES..

i passed my napfa..
although it's only bronze..no improvements since sec sch..
but at least i got silver once in pri sch ok..
lalalalalala..
the attack is worthwhile..

WAHAHAHA..

OOI..CANT YOU FEEL THAT..I MISS YOU LAH

:/


LALA's gone.. at 7:12 PM

AHH~

my LALA just flew up to heaven yesterday..leaving his daughter to me..
i saw the whole thing man..sad sad sad..
now it's a girl..so her name is BERN

lesson starting at 9am tml..and sleeping-till-dont-know-what-time days has ended..
all my lessons start at either 8am or 9am..
ends at around evening..[although i end early on fri]
seems like i'm working office hours lah..
i hate to squeeze with people on bus in the morning..
i hate to go up to the upper decker and found out that there's no seats..[it's embarassing ok]
i hate to be in yck mrt station where there's so many people and i cant lean on the boards..

however i still like to see my friends around..heh

what to do..i'm a student..and i enjoy being a student..

random thoughts(:


perhaps.. at 7:22 PM

i've decided not to keep troubling people by tagging and sms-ing..they have their partners and friends around now..

perhaps i should stay in the dark..

perhaps i enjoy keeping problem to myself..

perhaps nobody wants to even share their woes and sorrow to me..

perhaps perhaps perhaps..

living alone is the best for me.

i will give up on you.it's just a dream


very sad at 10:50 AM

i'm so bored..

nobody on msn..nobody tagged my board..nobody gave me comments on friendster..nobody wants to go out with me..

VERY SAD lah

))):


LALA at 7:02 PM

my LALA had found his love..his child is beside him now..

however i feel that he's leaving me..

))): missed by janey..although you're a robot..

i miss you.but i cant say it out.


lalala at 3:53 PM

school's fun..








but yes..mostly me..haha

went to see ah qin yesterday with xinyi..yea i'm not the crazy fans anymore..not like in sec sch times..i went because i want to listen how he really sing..




n yes..a video of him singing 'ji de ai'



oh ya..new gadget tamagotchi..can mate or make friends..can go to their website and earn points..forget to intro mine..his name is lala..age going to 7yrs..no girlfriend yet..and i predict he's going to die..AW

lastly..







yummy..it looks so delicious..

jessica..don't make fun of me lah..tao yen