Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
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finally free le...") at 7:57 PM

heh...exam finish le...wOo..lolz...finally...been tortured for sOoo long...hmm...yesterday after the paper rush back home...den mi hazel xy go town...do manicure with hazel...she do french i do normal...results ar...ok lor...den we walk n walk...so tired...but sOoo happy...bought a earring...heez...

today leh...go cut hair in the morning...hehe...change hair style le...finally...lolz...going to make more changes...den go sentosa with beatrice they all...aiyo..play like 30 mins den rain le...most wasted de is we change le den stop raining..arghz...den go harbourfront eat yoshinoya...hmm...

wah...spend so much money le..manicure $22..food $4..earring $5...den today magzaine $1.50..sentosa $6..yoshinoya $ 5.80...ahh...i dun have money le...so think i dun wan always go out le...stay at home watch vcd better...=(

beatrice ar...we muz go find work together le...or no money shop...:p

[我这样是坚强 还是忘了爱的勉强]



hmm...bless mi bah...=) at 8:02 PM

heyz...5 days nv update blog le...wat to do...so busy...haiz..just had my acc and geog paper..haiz...sure fail de...the geog paper i so shocked...dunno wat to write...=( den acc paper...ahh...i canot balance...!!!so sad...but luckily today de mcq quite easy lah..lolz..but hope can get at least b3...or i reali dunno where to go after that...haiz..i muz get into nursing course...heez...

yesterday i cried...yeah..because of the acc...i canot balance eh...omG...i nearly give up...but after a 1 hour sleep...i feeling fresh le..lolz...recently like to sleep eh..dunno why..today sleep for 3 hours..haha...nv like that b4 eh...

hmm...luckily got my laopo beside mi...or i will fall...haiz...only left 2 more papers...wish mi good luck bah...=]

haiz...after exam le den do wat...now going no money how to go out...believe it or not...my family no money le...ahh...muz work le..and i will not anyhow go eat lunch..hungry?? den go back home eat noodles...i benefit eh..can save money..can aso slim down...haha...:p

hmm...going change hair style le...finally...so bored when looking at the same hair style everyday...so wait for my good news...^o^

laopo...we muz go find work together..heez..den hor can go shop...-_^

[你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀]



help mi bah...take away my demoralised mind..=( at 8:34 PM

sianz...still got exam...i wan die le...soOo tired...haiz...i now not confident le...think my geog and acc will fail...die...i no encouragement...ahh...demoralisation coming again...den still got art...wah..wan my life ar...dunno whether can pass anot...=( althought i did very well for acc and geog...i find that i dunno anything now...die...now only can force myself le... *cry*

i stay at home so sianz...c the bed i will sleep...so how to study at home...so maybe try go beatrice house..or other places...or i reali can slack...haizzzzz....

or let mi relax bah...let mi c some comedy...heez...or let mi c some drama...haha...-_-"

now muz continue do art le...=<

[你的爱飞很远 像候鸟季节变迁]



izzit my fault?? at 7:46 PM

left 6 papers to the ending of Os...haiz..stupid cambridge..drag so long...i wan it faster end!! today go accounts tutorial..haiz..do a thing which i am ashamed of myself...i run away from him..omG..i dunno why leh..haiz...i noe at first i wrong..but think tng express my word wrongly!!haiz..misunderstood le he..haiz...=( everybody tell mi not to think so much...he wan like that den let him be..but how can..i lose a fren le...haiz...

hmm...i finally coming out from demoralisation..lolz...but my chem ar..think canot pass well...haiz..i need reali study very hard for bio...stress...art de exam aso coming le..muz study geog and accounts aso..ahh...so many papers muz be prepared within 5 days...wah...die...

now muz study very hard le worz...and muz faster complete my art...haiz...

if is my fault..i apologise...but if u dun wan tok to mi le...i cant do anything le lor...

thanks beatrice...u always listen to my stupid problems...thanks hazel huixian and xinyi...u all always stand with mi forever...

[我相信每个人一生 都像一首动人的歌]



where am i...? mad or normal? at 12:30 AM

haiz...demoralisation is still with mi...=( today do math revision..omG...going to be mad le...i so tired...my mother say is stress...yeah..maybe..den let mi be beaten by stress bah...i hate the way i am...omG..

hmm...felt so tired...no appetite...even when i am eating my favourite food...i scared i canot finish my art...i dun wan to fail..cant afford to fail..i canot fail my important subject..i dun wan to retain...no..canot!! i wan go nanyang poly nxt yr...i wan to start sch on july...not march...ahh...

haiz...how to release stress..i on the brink of madness...:~[

sad ar...but i got my laopo with mi..heez...thanks!!

give mi some advice...or some encouragement..

and i met with a problem again...hope ah tng can help mi solve...haiz...i noe u will be sad..but i am like that...tell u before i a bad gal le...

[虽然还继续想你 听起来连自己都觉得太煽情]
L.O.V.E M.Y L.A.O.P.O F.O.R.E.V.E.R -heez-



dem0ralisation is taking 0ver mi!! at 8:09 PM

haiz...i am demoralised le...haiz...starting ss quite confident de...but when tue comes...i been totally beaten by the eng paper..haiz...my grammar is very bad de...den compre i anyhow do...so think i will be retained again...den today de math...haiz...i noe how to do...but always wrong de...so got wat use? sad ar...mon got paper 2...omG...muz work very haard..or i canot pass my math...=( wish for mi bah...haiz..

hmm...yesterday my birthday!!lolz....everybody celebrate for mi..love them all...beatrice...hazel..xy..hx..rochelle..nerine..valerie..receive 6 presents!!heez...a big box by my lovIe and the boys...consisting of chocolates and a.....PURE MILK TEE...lolz...finally got one le...design is sOoo cute..a monkey on a blue shirt...heez..den another PURE MILK TEE..by huiling...black and is limited edition...bleahz..den from tianlee de..a purple star...she wan mi to think of her when i see the star...lolz..creative ar...den a necklace from my beloved brother...mUack...lolz..finally treating mi as a mature sis le...den a bouquet of blue roses lor...from hong yun...by i actually not so happy when receiving this...demoralised le mah...den last of all..my mother gave mi a hong bao..heez...$40...hiak hiak...can shop with my laopo after o level le...^o^

hmm...so now i muz study very hard le..wish good luck for mi bah...*winkz*

[从此以后忘了你是我最爱的人]