Cheers.

I'm Jehanne Janey Jane. Birthday on 3rd November 1988 and still a childult, a term invented for the only me.
I'm a scorpio and i do really bite, but not in front of you of course.
My emotions are poorly controlled, but not being bipolar to that extend, it will plunges down to its lowest and it gets real hard to be on the top.
Honestly, i may look happy but deep down, there bound to be things troubling me.

My family consists of my mother, elder brother and me. Yes no big man around and i'm actually glad that he disappeared. However, that seems to mark my character in some ways.
Anyway my brother do act like my big man sometimes, cos he's 8yrs older than me!
Not to forget, i have my 'ANG' family which consists of 20+ people and it's still growing in numbers. They are my soul support.

I graduated with Dip. in Nursing and so you can guess my job now. Currently working in one of the ward at TTSH. Like what other adults said, the employers are always the meanies.
I'm really unlucky to have 3 unreasonable managers above me, crap but my colleagues are a wonderful batch. This made me stayed on.
I love this job seriously, crapping with my uncles, providing care to the frail, discuss problems with colleagues and lots more.
I actually desired to become a Pharmacist but blamed on myself, I never studied real hard.
Fret not, i found the route where I want to retire at. HAHA

I have friends whom i knew for freaking 8yrs+ and also as short as like 2yrs+.
Nobody can replace people in SGS gang, we grew up together from being a student to now, working in the society.
My NYP classmates whom we worked together to help each other to graduate, my attachment mates who helped me to run away from lecturers.
My NYP Judo people whom stood with me whenever i fell.
Then, Dearies & co which started during working days, and mind you, all of us actually knew each other since poly days. We build a very strong friendship amazingly and i love them manymany.
How can I not mention about my TTSH colleagues, consists of different batches. They gave me advice when i met with real bad problems.

I love to visit museum but my friends think i'm a weirdo. my wish is to visit all the museum in Europe. It's real fun to know about history and other stuffs. I learned a lot during each visits.

I love travelling with friends and i'm really easy going when it comes to deciding which places to go. As long as I'm able to buy sourvenirs back. HEH

I love blue, red, black, green, brown and grey.

I love tweety, thomas the train, good luck carebear and conan.

I love chicken wings to the max, and pepper on almost all my food, and so the 'pepperqueen' is invented!

I love square, hexagon and other funny shapes.

I love winter the most, and snowflakes is my adore.

I love hanging out with friends, or just stay at home and watch my online drama.

I love surprises!

So this is my life, read my blog, FB and twitter for more.
=)





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blissful or not? part 2 at 9:14 PM

whoosh..








blissful or not? at 11:17 PM

woo..





just look at the series of photos i took today while waiting to start work.
i know some of it seems retarded.
but why do i looked so blissful?
was it because i AM really happy with my life?
or was it because Ridhuan was beside me.
HAH=D

remember i mentioned that i always felt very tired.
now i start to have headache for days which is so disturbing!
and i'll suddenly stared blankly whenever i'm doing something.
what is this can i know?
hmm.

can my hand stop cracking?
can my lips dont be so dry always?
can my legs stop aching?

UBO tml.

alrights..


senescene issues. at 9:07 PM

yea..

back for a real update.
the past night was out with friends, so this explains no entry.
i'm beginning to feel very tired everyday and not being able to wake up on time for work.
is this SENESCENE?

ok by the way, i need to back track to last week.

Thursday; 22 May 2008. NYP Graduation 2008.





so i'm the Class of 2008.

i'm in the same session with Elsa, Tang, Carmen and Melissa.
Catherine and Jessica were in the morning session.
reached school at 2plus.
Kevin was there to see us.
i invited Mother and 3rd Aunt.
and i'm super lucky to be able sit with Joey =DDD



i still dont have the photo of me getting the certificate.
so a photo of my certificate first.



photos after graduation ceremony.

Mother and 3rd Aunt.

Elyn the NR.


Grace.


Eileen.


Melissa.


Elsa the Merit. LOL


Trio.


Group photos.

then at home.


Mother and Brother.


Full-length and closer-up view.
i look so short!

i slept early as i had extreme headache.

Friday; 23 May 2008. Unit Based Orientation and Prata session.
the usual sitting on chairs and listen to lectures.
boring is the word i could think of, but the skills are important.
contradicting yea.
all of us wore the white uniform, and off we went to Square 2 for Ajisen. =)


went home and prepared to meet Xinyi, Bok Hwee and Jee for prata session.
took photos and home at 11plus.


Saturday; 24 May 2008. Shopping with Elsa and Catherine & Hazel's Birthday celebration.
morning shift. was practically flying around again.
handover my report fast and met up with Elsa and Catherine.
that day was Facial and Supplements Day.
we shopped from Fancl to Watsons to Metro.
finally i bought a whole range of products.
HOHO.


Elsa and me bought this bag too.
YAY, Catherine had the same one.
Unite Level 10. =D

dined at Ding Tai Feng.
YUMMY. =)

the best xiaolongbao=)

the mad Elsa while waiting for food.

in toilet. i dont know where Elsa is admiring.

that's my RETRO shades.

head over to Mother's shop and have Yami Yogurt.
then i went off to meet Hazel gang.

met the rest at Clarke Quay.
went to this pub where it had a dance floor too.
drank some weird gassy alcohol.
took photos.


the nice display in female toilet.


Ghee Ting, Hazel and Xinyi.


8 years of friendship and still counting. =)


our wishes to the Birthday girl.


Ghee Ting.


the loving couple. Jack and Hazel.


Jack and me.

went home at 2am cos i'm working PM on Sunday.
ARGH.

Ridhuan is leaving.
AW.

last UBO on Thursday.
AW.

irritating fat girl trying to suck up to *someone
AW.

girl who still dont realise how we irks her.
AW.

flying trip will continue tml.

alrights..


no changes please. at 11:33 PM

heyo..

i really have no time to upload photos or update a proper entry.
but stay tuned to Graduation; UBO; shopping with Elsa and Catherine; and night out with Hazel, Ghee Ting and Xinyi. =)

-------------------------------

i'll be going over to Team 1 from tml onwards.
that's extremely unfair.
i'm in distress not because of the staffs or patients over there.
i'm just hate CHANGES.
i need lots of time to accomodate to all the things happening around me.
now i feel very uncertain.
something bound to happen when i'm at there.

i just hope nothing really goes wrong.
if not i might just leave.

--------------------------------

my hands are cracking everyday, now there's even blood oozing out.
WOO~

alrights..


a working adult. at 6:30 PM



Graduation yesterday.
it was really my last day in NYP.
no more student status.
a working adult now.

but i'll return to NYP for Advanced Diploma after 2years if Sister allows me to.

-------------------------

UBO today.
ate Ajisen for lunch.

irritating bowel movement.
made me go to toilet TWICE.
and now it's still 'grinding'

i'll update the photos tml.
meeting Xinyi, Jie Wei and Bok Hwee later.
and girls outing plus pubbing tml!
=DDD

alrights..


unit based orientation. at 9:19 PM

yea..

i'm so tired today.
people said that you will be very sleepy the next day if you dreamt the whole night.
it happened to me yesterday night.
i dreamt all the way.
then i have difficulty waking up.
=(

so today was our Unit Based Orientation.
it's important i know.
but being able to see Elsa, Catherine and Melissa is much more important!

this week and next week will be orientation too.
now i would rather work then to sit down and listen to lecture.
as what Huiling said, all of us throw fits when we listen to lecture.
=DDD

i'm going to print photos and paste it on my locker.
=)))

i hate to believe what Tarot readings told me.
it sent me thinking about everything again.
you should be out of my mind now.

alrights..


pubbing with my girls. at 8:42 PM

heh..

today is ph ph PH!
i spent my day at Ikea with my mother. =)

yesterday was a night out with Jessica, Elsa and Tang.
i met Elsa at Novena and i shall skip the blur Elsa part.



met the rest at Raffles Place Mrt Station.



we had dinner over at Ricotti and off we went to a random ktv pub.
sang and drunk.
and of course lots of photos. =)



the CUTE us.



the TOOT us.



GOODNESS.IRRITATING.RIDICULOUS.



the four of us. =))



Jessica and me.



Tang and me.



Elsa and her pang pang.

went off at 3plus.
luckily there was 6N.
and shoo~ i reached home at 4am.

oh yes. my schedule for this week initially.
PH PM AM DO PM AM PM
but sister called me today and told me that there's unit based orientation tml.
so now my schedule becomes..
PH 9-5 ? DO ? AM PM
irritating but i can meet Elsa, Catherine and Melissa!

flu, please faster recover lah.

alrights..


haji lane & supper=) at 4:59 PM

yoyoyoyoyoyo.

fyi, i'm still flying high and fast everyday.
LOL.

back for a real photo updates.

Thursday 15/5/2008. Haji Lane and supper.

i guess i'm late in blogging about this but i have my own way.
LOL.

so met up with Jeffrey, my financial planner over at Bugis.
sat down and chatted over some savings plan which i REALLY need badly.
Jessica came and joined in the discussion.
Elsa sat at one corner and give the cannot-be-bothered face.
had lunch at Mos Burger and off we go to Haji Lane for my formal dress.






taken at one of the shops.




my GOODNESS and RIDICULOUS.=)




i decided on this simple yet versatile dress. =DD




us on the vintage phone.




Elsa and me bought this ultimate tootness plastic spectacles.
HEARTS it lots~




vintage store. hah




that's me with the ultra small piano.




before we left Haji Lane.

then off to City Hall as Jessica is meeting Ivan and Elsa is meeting Carmen.
finally met dearest Carmen!







erm our stupid actions at the mrt station.




the 'HOH' handsign before we left with our own friends.
=))

i went over to Orchard and meet Shirley.
shopped around while waiting for Dr Neo.



supper at Cineleisure Hong Kong Cafe.
=))

played Tarot cards and got all my questions answered with 100% accuracy.
the cards only want me to wait for the right time.

took photos before we left for home.








--------------------------

oh yes.
Happy 20th Belated Birthday to Gavin and Wanshi (:

--------------------------

as for my flu.
it had become worse.
i've been sneezing almost every 5mins.
can i request for suctioning? use the Yankeur one please.

meeting with my girls later.
WOOHOO~

alrights..


fun day with bad flu. at 1:23 AM

heyo..

started my day with piano~

complicated yet funny noon spent with my financial planner, Jeffrey.
a very fun shopping-plus-tootness day spent with Jessica and Elsa at Haji Lane.
photo taking session with Carmen over at City Hall.
and lastly supper with Dr Neo[or should i call him Wee Thong?] and Shirley to end my eventful day.

upload photos at some other days.

now SLIGHT flu become FULL-BLOWN flu.
irritating.
i hope i dont need to get MC.

goodness+ridiculous+irritating= (((:

alrights..


flying without wings~ at 11:42 PM

well..

this few days were the same.
i'm still flying around, trying to accomplish all the tasks.
but working with Farah and Naresh made it so fun!
and now i'm waiting for Riduan to faster come back.
=)

day off tml.
will be meeting Jessica and Elsa.
and shopping for formal wear.

oh yes.
my schedule is out.
PH PM AM DO PM AM PM

irritating can.
must understand from PM to AM is damn freaking tired.
ARGH.

but i can see that my pay-day is getting nearer.
HEH.

i have to rest early.
having SLIGHT flu.

alrights..


boat quay. at 10:43 AM

heyo.

i've already said i'll update today yea.
here it is. PHOTO-BLOG.

Wednesday and Thursday was nothing.
i was just flying around, getting all my tasks done.

Friday 9th May 2008. NG's birthday.

we celebrated it a Japanese restaurant in AMK.
Wang Shuang and Shirley came too.
YUM. very cheap and good food.
but sucks the waitress there.



NG with her cake. so motherly. LOL



part of 10D nurses.

after dinner was small shopping spree. i bought a white shoe finally. =)

Saturday 10th May 2008. Boat Quay.

worked morning shift with x10 flying speed as i was the in-charge for the cubicle.
rushed with Tang to NYP with our walk-a-run legs. LORL.
and luckily we got our graduation gown. =)

went home and prepared to meet Shirley.
did pedicure and i bought a dress to change cos i'm so not satisfied with what i wore that day.

then i dropped by mind's cafe to see the Judokas.
my fault as i already said there i'll be there, but i came just to take photos.
OOPS. =X



then off to Boat Quay.
anyhow chose a pub and went in.
quite boring as they will played some songs and make it as though it's a clubbing place.
hey come on, i'm there to SING lah.



me with Vodka Lime & Lychee Martini.



Shirley with her Tiger Beer.



just say i'm RETRO. =D



she's acting RETRO. LOL.



the two of us. pardon me if i my eyes look tired.



and please note her eccentric BLUE nails.

went home at 3plus as i'm already falling asleep. HAH.

Sunday 11th May. Ya Kun with Godmother.

met up with godmother, godfather and Peiling.



chatted with our daily stuffs and ended at 4plus.

oh yes. it's Mother's Day yesterday.
Brother and me bought a Korean DVD which my mother wants it alot.
and i bought myself '十分爱' VCD.
WOOHOO~

ok i have to buy lunch.
and this week will be another flying trip.

alrights..


updates tml. =) at 10:39 PM

heh..

i never update plainly because i'm too busy.
went out till late after morning shift.
slept till just-enough-time-to-prepare for afternoon shift.

but i'll update tml.
confirm plus gurantee chop. =p

oh yes, my shift for next week. [which is from tml.]
PM PM AM DO PM PM AM.
another pattern as said by Jessica.
LOL

alrights..


i miss my girls. at 12:07 PM

hoho..

i forgot to mention that my hair is in chaos now.
i'm so lazy to style it up with wax.
and now my hair seriously need some intense treatment.

oh yes.
i just had my McSpicy.
WOO~ my every-month craving.
=D

finally a nurses gathering on Friday.
and Elyn will be going too!

Elyn the NR seems to so busy with meetings going on after her work.

Elssaaa is flying around in her 12-hour shift.
honey Jessica is ahem free.
what about Tang, Carmen, Catherine and Melissa?

and how's Hazel coping with her school and her assignment?
how about Xinyi who just started her job yesterday?

and i heard Tianlee is very busy as Mother's Day is coming.
hmm.

alrights..


work started. at 9:31 PM

WOO~

had started to work in ward.
working in 10D means you must know how to FLY!

i'm flying round and round for these 2 days.

and finally PM shift tml.=)

where's dearest Elyn?
she's so busy with her life.

alrights..


essential at 2:24 PM

well..

one sentence to decribe my feelings all along.

"I still couldn't forget of you, in fact,I'm still holding on"

to my friends:
i did really tried to let it go.
but please understand that it's a very hard process.
i couldn't explain how hard it was, but it's enough to ruin me.
i always talk about it in a joking manner and thought that i've let go.
but when i finally found the courage to face myself, everything about him came back.
i'll think of him wherever i go, whatever i do and whenever i am.
and i realised that i'm not forgetting him, i'm only getting used to the pain i had.

tears kept flowing down.
yes it seems stupid.
as long as i know that you are happy with your life.
at this moment of time, i want to stop down for a short while.
i want to reminise the good moments and learn the teachings you gave me in that 2months.
and when i'm ready to accept new forthcoming relationships, i'll put you deep in my heart.

You are more than a remedy to me, you are an essential.
Sorry and Thanks.


zouk. at 11:34 AM

yo.

photos photos photos!

30th April 2008: Zouk.
Elsa, Tang, Elyn and Guoyang.

met up with Elsa and Tang at around 9pm.
set off to Zouk and luckily we got in.

the whole night was crazy.
we danced on and off.
everything finished at around 4am.







my girls. =)



Shirley is there too!



ahem. i'm wearing sleeveless. =D

1st May 2008: Kbox and HK cafe.
Elyn, Tianlee, Desmond and Guang.

met up with Elyn in the afternoon for kbox session. as usual we sang like mad women.
her friend came and i left at 7pm.

ate Pizza hut with Desmond and Guang and off to Vivo to meet Tianlee.



settled down at HK cafe.



2nd May 2008: Company Induction.
Elsa, Melissa, Catherine and Jessica.

totally slacking session. was browsing through my blog and Friendster.
chatted with Elsa about my archives.

met Jessica during lunch.



then we have a tour to Mortuary and Kitchen.
oh my. my dream to go in to Mortuary!
then Elsa sent us LORL when we were in the freezer.
and we were 'trapped' in -25 degree celcius.
COOL feeling!



after the 'cooling' feel.

then off to an empty land to try out fire extinguisher.
i kept sweeping the floor.
LOL.

back to the e-learning lab.
camwhored.





note my new spectacles chosen by dear Elyn. =)

3rd May 2008: Haircut.
Jessica and Hazel.



YAY. i finally cut away my hair!

Jessica came despite me saying no need.
slacked at Coffee Bean.



she blocked my view man. =X



Hazel came later and Jessica left.
walked around Somerset and off to Yami Yogurt.
she left for Clarke Quay and i went home.



tml i'll start following my preceptor's shift.
AM AM PM PM AM AM DO.

very 'nicely planned' huh.

alrights..


vinegar. at 1:06 PM

well..

in e-learning lab now.
so boring.

Zouk was fun with the crazy Elsa, lu-gou Tang, very high Elyn and no-drinks Guoyang.
will upload photos.

right now i'm eating VINEGAR!

alrights..